The Road That Was Taken

movie fiesta

2010-07-11T05:45:00.000-07:00

Watched a few good movies lately..

first of all a movie by the famous Jackie Chan and Jayden Smith.."The Karate Kid";

(Jayden Smith is superbly awesome..and well whatelse can i comment on Jackie Chan,my most admired chinese actor of all..)

owwhh yeaa..this girl named Mei Ling in the movie a.k.a Jayden's girlfriend in the movie caught my eye..really PREETTTYYY..fuuhh..i like..=)..

here's a picture of her with Jayden..

okay..going down my watched-movie list, next is the well-known "To Infinity and Beyond" Buzz Lightyear and Woody..yes..it is..Toy Story 3..

(goossh..this movie is awesome..like seriously..no joke..it's worthto watch..well,that's for me..=D)

moving on..movies,movies,and much much more..watch them night and day..and so,how could i miss watching "Knight and Day"..

(action-comedy movie..really cool..staring Tom Cruise and Cameron Diaz..)

no..this is not the end of the list yet..more to go..coming down the list, "She's Out of My League" is in line..=)

(romance movie with abit of laughter here and there..the girl is awfully hot while the guy is kinda cute for me..haha..like really..he is cute..but i am not sure why no one thinks so..maybe it's just ME..=D)

been watching movies on fighting,action-comedy,from cartoon to romance..what else to patch it up abit to make it much better..yesss..some sexy-fun-funny-hot-awesome movie would be nice..here it is..watched "Sex and The City 2"..

(movie not recommended for people under 18..haha..)

so,that's about it i guess..i mean as far as i remember..haha..will update this more if i have the time to do so..movies recommended to watch is my favourite of all Karate Kid,my favourite movie title is also tied with Toy Story 3 and also Knight and Day..these 3 movies is the ones i think it's worth the time..so,watch them if you have the time and do comment on what you think..so till then..*ivory g**peace out*

After the haircut ! ! !

2010-03-25T03:41:00.000-07:00

Well,practically all of us go for haircuts though..

Am i right..??hmm..well,sometimes it will turn out to be something really awesomely nice..
And sometimes it may also be a disaster (tell me about it..)
So,actually,no matter what the haircut may turn out to be,just remember "IT'S JUST HAIR"..
It will grow back no matter what..

Ermm,actually i want to share with you'll about my new look.. Some say it's cool,some say it's okay and my sister says it look like a mushroom..O_o?!? Uh huh..i truly understand..i don't mind of course.. Cause different people has different taste.. Although i find it "a bit" not "me"..still i am alright with it.. What am i supposed to do?i have already gone through all the cutting and snipping of hair.. So,what i got to do now is just wait for it to grow back and have a new haircut though.. But then i am not saying that i hate this haircut.. It's just something new..i just need to get a hang of it though..=)..

Let me show you some picture me,my new hairstyle and my self-indulgence with the webcam :(side parting?first time..damn messy looking..so not me..ewww~)

(my normal look with shorter length of hair?..hmm..maybe..)

(hmm..think think think..ivory think..O_o?!?)

(uh huh..what do you think about this?sure?)

(yea..i think i made up my mind..to stick to THIS look..it's alright isn't it?)

(ahemm..ahemm..play with the webcam too long you will end up doing stupid stuff..XD..don't bother this..haha..)

It's really hard to make a decision on HAIRSTYLES though i just realized..so,now you know that you don't need to come to me for advices regarding HAIRSTYLES..but then still,i think i can cope with it..booyah..
Do have a new look once in a while if not people will get bored with you,you know..haha..
*ivory g**peace out*

Chilling at the park??

2010-03-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

Was on the way to Er Min's on Thursday..

Nothing better to do..so decided to ambush his place..
So,Yuen Sern and I were walking....walking....walking....
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still walking....walking....walking.....
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then something caught Yuen Sern's eye..ooooouuuhhhhhh~..
it's a PLAYGROUND..awesome~..we were like ......("A playground..let's go..woohoo..! ! !")
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(the face that signify pathetic-ness)
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Yea i know..even the baby thinks that we are pathetic for being happy..
Anyways,we hang around the park for around 10-15 minutes only..
Not long..we are not really "childish" people okay..
We are "college" students..*clears throat*..XD

So,i took some pictures there too..Credits to ME..!! Awesome~..
(Actually not really me..just want to brag..credits to Yuen Sern too..)

(look what the heck this dude is doing..??xDD..like as if.."owh my god..i think i just saw a UFO"..=D)

(Seriously i don't know what got into him..like seriously..)

(yea..he wants to promote his red and white shoes and his brown pants..anyone interested?)

(and this is me..awesome huh..?=P)

Then continued our way to Er Min's after that..a great time chilling at the park indeed..
*ivory g**peace out*

It's my BIRTHDAY! ! !

2010-03-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

Well,it's been awhile since i last updated this..

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I really wanted to share something that nearly made me teared..

MY BIRTHDAY celebration made by my "Awesome Gang"(which includes,Yuen Sern,Iri,Aaron,Nashy,Beng Beng,Aranee,Hui Hui,Kah Xiong,Keshini,Er Min,and Ashwini)..

I love them damn lot..they are truly awesome people..
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I think if i say THANK YOU a million times to you'll it still would not even describe my appreciation and love to what you'll had done for me (skipped half of LAN lesson,"lied",and walking in the rain..xD)..
So,what i could really say is THANK YOU again and hope you'll will love this quote from me to all of you..
"Love is friendship, friendship is love. If love fails, friendship should remain. For friendship is the foundation of love"..
Love you all to the max..NO DOUBT of it..

Some pictures were taken,credits to Yuen Sern for them..
Enjoy..=)

(My awesome card for my birthday..really cool..=P)

(The guys..)

(The girls..)

(The whole awesome gang..O_o?wait a min..where's iri?KPD go where..xD)

(Owh..KPD came back to the picture already..xD)

(The awesome gang again with the great Lord,Nashy on the right of me..xD)

You guys are the best among the best..
"A friend is someone who knows all about you, and loves you just the same.."
Love you guys so so much that no words could ever describe..
Take care all of you..i'll always put you in mind and heart..
*ivory g**peace out*

Crap of the day

2010-01-14T23:53:00.000-08:00

gosh..i've already packed with homework today..

dang it..dang it..dang it..
but then,no worries it's just MATHS..
haha..will be finishing them in like 10min or so..haha..
not much actually..just exaggerating..
but then,really though..i have math homework today..luckily i can get it done soon as i could have this weekend with no burdensome homeworks..

Early this morning got to college..went to Asia Cafe to have breakfast..later on,went to University Book Store to buy practical workbook for biology..
well,it's not thick at all though..what a relief..
but then it cost $88 bucks..i was like "WHAT?????"
I really want to know what is so worth it about this book..haha..
i'll see it real soon..

Let's move on then..nothing much really happened today..
Owh yea,i met more friends from class..
the funny guy,Mandeep he is awesome..we have 10 min break after every period though..and Mandeep has a slice of bread on every break..i repeat EVERY BREAK..haha..
too bad he is leaving to another class already starting from next week..*sobs*..
I just met him today and he is already leaving to another class..what unwanted coincidence..
Well,i met more friends actually,Nashvin (really awesome guy,cute,tennis player..xD),Aaron (smart dude..),Daniel Ong (i think he is really good in physics..not really good..spectacular..),there is this another guy who sat beside me during Maths but then sorry..gosh,i slipped his name out of mind..something Ng something Senn i think (he was awesome..really awesome..)..so sorry if you are reading this..haha..
ermm..then there was also a bunch of really superb girls,Iri (pretty lovely one),Ashwini (the girl with the long long hair..she is pretty though),Shirley (she is cool..really cool..and gorgeous),hui hui (really superb one..and yea,class rep too..) and lots of other girls as well..

owh yea,i was full of crap today with those new friends..i don't know why..and the funny thing was they believed me when i said that i am from Japan..haha..sorry no offense..i admit i was really full of crap today..nothing but all sorts of rubbish..xDD

Technically,everything was totally stupendous today..
Really nice lessons indeed..
Well,at the end of the day,we went to grab our lab coats and googles for lab use of course..nice..

that's practically everything though..told cha' nothing much happened..haha..
owh yea,in addition,i wore a pair of red socks to college today..awesome-ness.. :)

nice..??haha..don't need to answer..keep it to yourselves..haha..
*ivory g**peace out*

Fun VS shock

2010-01-14T06:32:00.000-08:00

Well,practically,basically,chemically,scientifically,experimentally,physically,biologically,whatever-cally,today was too a really spectacular day indeed..

Met more new friends..maybe could have lunch with them tomorrow..
But then lunch is at 1 p.m tomorrow..*sobs*..so late..
Going to starve till death..haiz..no worries..

So,today I met 3 new teachers..
Mathematical Studies : Mr Chan
Chemistry : Mrs Mahani
Biology : Mrs Kalpana Das

There were all really nice..i seem to know the name of my Physics teacher but then i've never met her face to face before yet so far..she assign herself as Miss Tan..she gave a short note on the board today when all of us are not in class..So,we know her name but then we don't know what do she really look like till now..but no worries..we will by tomorrow..

Hmm..there had been a really fun time in class today for the whole day overally..
Owh yea,during English as a Secondary Language lesson,Miss Eng did something really fun with us..
We were asked to take out a test pad each..then write our names and student ID on it..
Later,she asked us to draw our faces on it..BIG..no..wait..LARGE..yea,largely..then,put in our signature at the bottom of the page..
i sucked at drawing..and when we were drawing all of us were wondering why are we drawing our faces anyways..haha..
And she explained,she said that she is going to keep our drawing and filed it up..
One day,if any of us got FAMOUS,she is going to sell that..and you know when you sell something by someone famous it would worth a fortune..that's why..she explained..haha..darn funny..
So,i drew me..terribly..

(does it look like me.??can't really see it clearly here..sorry..)

then,that was the fun part though..you know whenever you have the fun part there always will be a not so fun part..haha..not always but then most of the time..
yea,we were given the timetables and dates for exams,assignments and course works..
NOOOOO! ! ! ! ! !

We were all in total shock when we are told that we will be having our Maths exam before Chinese New Year..
AIKS! ! !
*gasping for air**breath in breath out*..
still have to deal with it..

So,I wanted to get ready for the Chemistry class tomorrow,i went through the chapter first before the class..
Well,i've been studying it for a while,it was not that bad..as in the subtopic for tomorrow..
Chemistry is deliciously fun..felt like biting it..munching it..and swallowing it..xDD

Haha..as you know,when you study for too long there would be some time when it turns to this:

haha..well of course,this didn't last long..continued anyways..
So,well nothing much really happened today..just some fun and some shock..no biggy..haha..
*ivory g**peace out*

Orientation 13 January 2010

2010-01-13T02:21:00.000-08:00

Went to Taylor's today..

Orientation as I said in the previous post..
You know..when you hear the word orientation the first thing that crosses your mind would be talks,speeches,and all sorts of stuff which are done orally with those projector thinggy..
So,it would be totally BORING! ! !

I expect it to be some sort or maybe slightly close to this:

But then it came out to be not that bad..the principal,Mrs.Hoe and some of those lecturers who gave us briefings were really sporting and cool,indeed..

So,i was wrong..haha..correction..Taylor's is like this :

I met a new friend too,Sheng Nee..she is really really nice..and pretty too..
She sat beside me during the briefing..so,we became friends..and she also introduced me to 3 of her other friends which are all too really really nice..
They are Sophia (i think this is how it is spelled not mistakenly..xD)(really cute and pretty),Yean Kim (spectacularly cute) and also Wei Jie (tall and charming?..xD)..
They are very absolutely superb..
More like a person i know..ermm..ermm..yea,i have her picture here:

So,after our briefings there was a short break for an hour or so..
And we went for lunch at a restaurant not that fancy but nice..
We had noodles..and chinese tea..really chinese style indeed..haha..
After the break we headed back to college..
We were supposed to be back to the Multi-Purpose Hall,MPH for short to get our "STUDENT ID"..awesome..

So,right after that we need to proceed to our classes and it came out that we were ALL in different classed..*sobs*..
I am in G6 (don't ask me,i don't know what G stands for..xD)..but then it's alright,we will be able to meet up during lunch break anyways..

The best thing is Sheng Nee texted me and said that she wanted to go to the student council to change in to my class..how cool is that..that would be spectacular..

So,till then we are meeting up tomorrow for lunch where Sheng Nee said that she is going to bring us to a really delicious restaurant just opposite..

Can't wait to go to college tomorrow..Life rocks..
*ivory g**peace out*

The tick of the clock

2010-01-04T08:39:00.000-08:00

Few weeks ago :

I was filled with frustration and my head was pounding like a nail..

I have no way to go..It was just like a path that lead to nowhere but a dark hole..

My mind was nothing better than a jail cell..
NO way further!
NO way to go!
NO way OUT!
There is ONLY the way IN..

I thought that i would be filled with joy and happiness after that MAJOR exam of my secondary school life..
But then,i never once before stood up and think what would my next step be..
That's why i am in this position NOW..

Today :

I am full of relieve..
I made up my mind..
I have already planned to go to college..
It will be starting next Wednesday..
Although i am not sure whether am i ready for it or not,but yet still i am in total calmness as i have already a decision,a choice,a plan that maybe lots of others of my friends don't..
This got a hell lot of link to good parents too though..
My parents gave me guidance and support..
That really helps a lot..

Well,basically,I would be stepping foot into college in a week time..
Time passes by so quickly where i can't even catch up with it..
It seems like it was just yesterday when i first went to kindergarten and now here i am..
Growing up like a tiny green bean turning into a well-grown sprout..

Owh yeah,since i was blabbering away..
I haven't mention which college i was about to go to..

Here:

Yes..Taylor's College..I'll be there..
I'll be going there for South Australian Matriculation (SAM)..
Yeah,totally..hopefully i could cope with everything that will happen..haha..xD
So,friends,i won't be able to hang out with you'll till Chinese New Year though..
Hope all of you take good care of yourselves..
Don't loose your heads..haha..
*ivory g**peace out*

Damn..

2010-01-03T03:49:00.000-08:00

I really apologize for what I did..
I broke my promise..
I can't believe i actually did that..
I promise to blog by the end of last month but then i failed to do so..
So,I am so super mega giga tera sorry for it..
I was in total craze this month which made me have no time at all to update this..
I will totally tell you'll what's my next step in life in my next post..
Really..Really will..I will..
Sorry again..
*ivory g**peace out*

sorry

2009-12-16T05:34:00.000-08:00

I felt really SORRY for this blog here..
But then I promise that I will update this thing before the end of the month..
You have my words..
Promises made are not meant to be broken..

And by the way,like my new blog look..??
How about the poem..??I wrote it..haha..
Drop a word or two about how you find it though..please and thank you.. :)
*ivory g**peace out*

tagged..??

2009-12-11T06:35:00.000-08:00

Hmm..I'm tagged..??
Owh well..can fit in my leisure time..darn bored these days..
What do i have to do again..??
K..let's see..first i have to list 10 friends and write short descriptions about them..
Who should i pick now..gosh..who who who..
Owh..I guess they are ok..

Joseph L.w.x -cool dude with nice hair??haha..
Yieujin Lai -my bestie my hunneyh..
Lia -my baybeh, my darling..
Tihn Chern -one sesat dude..haha..
Wai Keong -awesome musician..
Duzty Chin -wei duzty,i'm miss fortune teller here..haha..
Minal -kilat..ricola..haha..
Sevita Sharma -my sayang..
Nunu Anuthra -good friend..
Monil -mr smarty pants..

1. How did you meet number 1?
» online..??haha..

2. Why is number 7 your best friend?
» erm..because she is nice and awesome..

3. What is number 10 like?
» smart,cool,philosopher..??haha..did i say smart..??ok..i'll say it again..smart..xD

4. What is your favorite memory of number 3?
» singging in the biology lab till out of tune..haha..totally fun..

5. Who does number 9 like
» owh..gosh..i don't know..me i suppose so..wakaka..

6. Love them all?
» owh..of course..totally..

7. Trust them all?
» uh huh..hmm..maybe just maybe..haha..

8. How old is number 4?
»17..

9. Ever been in the same bed? If so, who?
»so far nope..aiyah..too bad..haha..

10. Does number 8 know you guys are best friends?
» Of course..i would kill her if she says that we are not..haha..

11. Name one of number 5's hobbies.
»being in band..??erm..online[he would die without the PC]..haha..he said so..

12. What is number 6 good at?
»sweet talking and calling me a fortune teller..haha..

13. Do you have a crush on anyone above?
»hmm..no..so far nope..not even thinking of having..haha..

14. Make a nickname for all of them
1.Joseph L.w.x - dar~
2. Yieujin Lai -penyu
3. Lia -babe
4.Tihn Chern -siao lang
5.Wai Keong -keong??..haha..
6.Duzty Chin -chicken backside..haha..
7.Minal -min-min
8.Sevita Sharma -sis
9.Nunu Anuthra -nunu
10.Monil -mons

15. Do you love number 1?
»huh..??jo..??yeah of course..my friend wert..don't need to perasan..haha..

16. Who is number 2 dating?
»me..haha..

17. Ever gone on a date with anyone?
»neh..banned from leaving the house..haha..

18. Know all of number 2's secrets?
»nope..just a partial of it..there are some secrets which are better left untold..haha..

19. When was the last time you saw number 8?
»the last day of school..sobs..how i miss her..

20. Tag another 5 friends of yours..
1.Yieujin Lai
2.Wai Keong
3.Tihn Chern
4.Lia
5.Minal

Well,this proves that I don't really know my friends that well..haha..
So,I apologize guys..such friend..haha..well,those who i tagged have fun doing this though..*ivory g**peace out*

present..future..PAST! ! !

2009-12-08T08:41:00.000-08:00

Time passed by and it's over..it won't turn back..you can't have back the simplest seconds in life or maybe just 2 seconds from this point..and it's gone now while i wrote these few words..

"Take a picture it last longer"..why do people say that..?? Moments of the past can't be brought back but then they can always be remembered.. So,that's why I going to cut my crap now and upload some pictures with a little description about it..

Well,start off with SPM..loads of happy memories now and then happened in that period of time..

hmm..SPM papers..loads of it..some are awesome and some are crappy..and we get free face masks too everyday and also a DROP of hand-sanitizer..how stingy..haha..

owh..i like this one..it was actually full the first day i brought to school to avoid me from sleeping..but then it ended up with 10 of those thinggies left after those long weeks..i at least took 4 in a day..so,practically i finished up the whole can..but then,Minal helped too..haha..ooouuhh~..how i remember you Minal from this can..haha..

SPM is boring..let's talk about my classmates and class party..awesome..

yieujin and me playing a fool..kisses..muaxiezz..we love each other..xoxo..

this is anira,arina and me..love them deeply too..missing them dearly..

minal,me,duzty and mr.karuna..

part of MCA group with another awesome teacher,miss lau..

still part of MCA group with counselor,pn rozita..

Just a few pictures with teachers..lovely teachers..going to miss them badly..

So,anyways..to the most helpful,beloved,dear classmates of EX-5 orchidianz of 2009,thank you all for your love and support..miss and love you all very very much and wish to see you all in future..till then,take good care of yourselves..

5 Orchidianz of 2009 will always be the best among the best..
*ivory g**peace out*

World War III

2009-12-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

I felt really sorry for this thinggy over here as I abandoned it for quite sometime already though but then now I'M BACK as my Third World War just ended today..
As you already had guessed it,I am here to tell you'll how sucking my SPM examination was..
Hmm..how do I start this off..??
Ok..it started off rough,then it moved on to crappy and finally ended with SHIT..
Basically,I brought more burden to myself as I took 10 subjects instead of 9 like everyone else..
As I was saying,let me roughly tell you about those papers..

Bahasa Melayu :it was total rubbish..i need to enhance better Malay though as I have thoughts that i did do quite well in this subject..

English :it was okay..a bit harder than what i expected..

Mathematics :was totally awesome..like really simple yet easy as pie..

Additional Mathematics :similar case with English..was okay and was harder than i expected..

Biology,Chemistry,Physics :was total disappointment..quite though in Paper2 but Paper1&3 were fine..

Moral :hmm..what can i say..??no comments..just remember that i was sick during this exam..boo me..so,i don't exactly know what i crapped on this subject..

Sejarah :was shit like usual..one of my worst subjects..but then the structural questions in Paper2 was okay for me..but then the essay part and Paper1,please don't ask..xD

Accounts :last but not least the worst of all..it was total insane-ness..totally i tell you..

Practically,that's about it..Overall was alright..hopefully i won't fail any of the subjects..but then got to get myself ready to face the consequences..wish me luck..*sobs*..*ivory g**peace out*

Just don't understand

2009-10-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

There is something I found really interesting from my cousin's latest post..

Where I felt that I too want to blog about it to share with you'll but then in a different kind of way of course..
Actually,guys should really know about it..
But then it don't matter much actually if they don't even want to bother about it..
What my cousin call it the "Scary Nine"..
A great thanks to Kel for this great post..

What is so scary about nine..??
No it's not about the number nine in a sense of it is just a nine..
It's scary because it's 9 phrases that a female use..

Fine
Five minutes
Nothing
Go ahead
Sign
That's okay
Thanks
Whatever
Don't worry about it,I got it

Where you thought that these words mean this but then you don't know that actually us girls mean that..
It might sound like as if I am exaggerating or something but seriously I am NOT..

I am saying this with no sign of offend to guys though..
Sometimes you might not understand what we say,how we feel or why we react that way..
So,if you don't,might just take out some guts and ask..
Worst come to worst if the girl says nothing which most of the time means "everything",just at least act like you care,would you..??
DO NOT..I repeat DO NOT pretend to know what's wrong because you will never know what's wrong..that's not the main reason why don't pretend to know..the main reason it's because it brings irritation and annoys us when you pretend that you know everything..
You get what I mean..??

Ok,see it this way:
They=guys
We=girls

They think that they know that they know what we're talking about but actually they know that we know that they don't know what we are talking about,you know..??

Like now..you got what I mean..??if you do then fine,if you don't,as I said don't pretend that you do..because we know that you don't know..
It's like what people always say "what's with men and asking directions?"
It may apply the same thing here.."what's with men and asking what's wrong?"
Is it really that hard for you to be concerned about your female friends or maybe your partners..??Think about it..

In short,I apologize if I offended anyone in this post..
I don't mean to harm nor to hurt anyone in specific..Just want to share what I felt..
If I meant this for someone,I would had just gave "him" a piece of mind and not waste my time blogging here..
So,to summarize what I said earlier and to give a piece of an advice..

I hope that you know that we know what you don't know what we know so stop pretending that you know even though you don't..because every time you pretend what you know even though you don't know what you know you are just lessening the value of knowing..when you keep lessening the value of knowing and pretty soon we would have no one knowing and how are we suppose to know when nobody know what's to know,you know what am I getting at..??
till then,take care everyone..*ivory g**peace out*

Think twice

2009-10-24T08:49:00.000-07:00

Pick your choice..

Suffer 1 month and enjoy for 50-60 years
Enjoy 1 month and suffer for 50-60 years

Make your choice..
SPM candidates..I can be sure that all of you want to pick the first choice right..??
Everyone does..but then why some stupid,bloody,maniac can't think it the way you guy think..??
Is it because they are stupid and dumb..??
NO! ! !
Not at all..they are still us..ordinary people with an ordinary life with an ordinary brain..
So far I can't see that you are using IT much..
Please prove to me that you really do have a BRAIN..
Owh sorry..what is a brain you ask..??
A Brain is a mass of nerve tissue in the cranium of a vertebrate animal,which is the main part of the nervous system which is made up of grey matter and white matter..
Owh gosh..I'm sorry..was that too tough for you..??
Ok,it's the thinggy up there in your idiotic head..
Use that thinggy and think..

(this is a brain)

Anyways,back to my point..Why not just sacrifice some of your dating time,playstation playing time,goofing around time,shopping time,quarreling with your partners' time and etc to stick your damn head onto books and study..not sleeping on it..

(this is what we call as studying)

Some may say studying is suffering..
To tell you morons,studying is a gift..Some who yearns to study don't even have a chance to do so..and you who was given a chance to,throws that into the river like nobody's business..
Do appreciate what you are having..

Ok,if my words can't inspire or your freaking head can't get my point and still thinks that studying is suffering,let me get to you this way..

Would you like to suffer even more than the suffering you have in studying..??
I am sure you don't so just wake the hell up and get studying you pathetic fool..
If you can't,might as well ask someone to smack your face or just burn your finger with fire that might just wake you dimwits up..

Finally,do wake yourself up from your day dream and start being in the real world..
Hope that this can get through some people..
Sorry if i offended anyone..
I don't mean anyone in specific or private..
Just think about it..You make your own choices..I guess you are old enough to think out of the box of what is good and best for yourself..till then,I'll always think that studying is the key of sucess..
*ivory g**peace out*

Seven deadly sins

2009-10-19T07:42:00.000-07:00

Really interesting..

I find it true though,as myself do have one of these sins in me..
For this moment only one of it..
But then,you will never know that one day you might have all of them in you..

THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS:

AVARICE

(what we known as greed..wanting something more when you already have it..
AVARICE:the desire for material wealth or gain,ignoring the realm of the spiritual)

ENVY

(what we known as jealousy..mostly happens to females but then we can't doubt that males get jealous too..

ENVY:the desire for others' traits,status,abilities or situation)

GLUTTONY
(what we known as voracity..excessive eating and drinking..
GLUTTONY:an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires)

LUST
(what we known as opulence..seductive and extremely pleasing..
LUST: inordinate craving for the pleasure of the body..)

SLOTH
(what we known as idleness..aversion to work or exertion..
SLOTH: the avoidance of physical or spiritual work..)

VANITY
(what we known as egotism..excessive pride in one's appearance..
VANITY: excessive belief in one's own abilities,that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God.It has been called the sin from which all others arise..)

WRATH
(what we known as resentment..strong,stern and fierce anger..
WRATH: manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead of fury..)

That was all seven deadly sins..
And mine is LUST..
What about yours..??
Tell me by dropping me a comment..I'll reply you'll ASAP..
Don't tell me you don't have any one of the above..
That will be truly a lie..
Face the truth..While you read those of the above..Don't you feel that it's in you..??
I don't mean that if you have one of these,you had sinned..
That's pure nonsense..
Just be what it is..Leave me a comment and I'll catch up with you'll again real soon..
*ivory g**peace out*

Coconut danger

2009-10-10T23:03:00.000-07:00

Was walking around the house all day yesterday meanwhile trying to figure out how to solve the Rubik's cube..Bored and also bored..

Went to the kitchen around 2 p.m..Saw mom cutting coconuts..no..not cutting,chopping it..or somehow axing it I think..haha..
So,I went and sat nearby and I made the worst mistake..
I asked mom "mom,can I help?"..
And my mom was like "sure,take out these coconut flesh with a spoon"..
And I was like "owhh..k..."..

I was like "spooning" the coconut..or like shoveling it I don't know..
I just know that I took me ages to get it out..
You know when you can't get something out,you will use all your strength to get it out somehow right..??
So,I jabbed that bloody spoon onto the coconut and "OOOOUUUCCCCHHHH! ! !"

You know what the hell I did..??
A stupid yet idiotic thing..
I jabbed my finger onto the coconut skin instead of the spoon on the coconut flesh..
Now I can't find any coconut flesh,I just can find my own flesh..
And my mom was like "aiyo..I ask you to take out that coconut flesh not your flesh"..
Hahaha..I was laughing while holding on to the pain..
Not really that bad but then it bled to..

(after i washed it several times,it still bleeds..and at that moment there yells "never fear,mr plaster is here"..haha..xD)

Anyways,what if it continues to bleed and my blood content will decrease and I will somehow die of blood loss..I am too young to die..and I love life..
But then,the bleeding stopped after a while..
At least the platelets in my body are doing their job..Hahaha..

So,anyways,coconut made me bleed..
Coconut may make me bleed to death if the platelets in my body don't help in the blood clotting thinggy..
But then if my blood don't clot there is some problem with my blood and well it's not the fault of the coconut..
But somehow,if the coconut was not sold in the nightmarket,my mom wouldn't had bought it,and my mom wouldn't had axed it and I wouldn't had shoveled it's flesh and I wouldn't had bled..
So,practically I blame the coconut..
Coconut=Bleeding=Death=Dangerous
Therefore,Coconut=Dangerous..
But then basically,it was actually my fault..
If I haven't shoveled that coconut skin instead of the flesh I wouldn't had hurt myself..
So,anyways,if you are a pathetic freak like I am..
Don't play with coconuts..
They might just harm you..
And you might be in heaven by not even knowing it was due to the coconut..
Hahaha..Kidding..*touch wood*..
So,a word of advice,if necessary don't play with coconuts..It's for your own sake of living..
*ivory g**peace out*

The Reader

2009-10-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

I watched a movie titled "The Reader"..

I've been longing to watch this movie for like ages..
It came out to be nice..
It have a really great storyline..
Let me roughly tell you about it..

There is this young dude age 15,who was ill and then he was took cared by this lady twice his age.He fell for her.They somehow had an affair.The lady likes to be read to and that was what the dude did.In return,the lady would give him sex.It continues on for a summer long and somehow the lady disappeared one day.The dude was in total distress.But then,life must go on right?The dude went to law school.After several years,in one of the dudes seminars in viewing a real case in court,and the defendant of the case was the lady.Soon,due to the case the dude found out why that the lady likes to be read to.But that dude didn't tell anyone about it.The lady admitted for doing some crime where in real that she didn't.So,she was imprisoned for life.In prison,the dude will send her tapes where from it she learns to read.But in the end,the lady hung herself for being ashamed of herself.

(the book)

(the dude,David Kross)

(the lady,Kate Winslet)

Spectacular actually..
For it's concerning about law and justice..
From this movie we can know that people can just go against one another just for the sake of their own lives..(which is quite cruel if I may say)
Really I give a great round of applause for this movie..

But then,about 50% of the movie are sex scenes..
I don't want to comment much about that one..
Just a word of advice for teens underage don't watch it..Hahaha..
P.S not censored..
*ivory g**peace out*

Mooncakes Festival celebration

2009-10-03T08:27:00.000-07:00

Had loads of fun today..

Owh yeah,almost forgot it's Mooncakes Festival..
So,Happy Mooncakes Festival everyone..
Played so happily together with my cousins and siblings..
Had family reunion dinner too..
Eat so much..(actually not that much because I can't really eat much lately..some stomach problem..)
Played with lanterns,yeah I know..childish but then I enjoyed it..=)

Hung them on some wire thinggy my dad made..

(don't bother looking at the green one..somehow the thing burned later on..haha..)

(from left youngest sis,Isis,Aunt Elaine,Me,cousin,Jia Wen,and 3rd sis,Kim)

Later on then,we celebrated a birthday..
It was a 3 in 1 birthday..
My eldest sis,Tiff,my aunt and my grandpa's birthday in one..
How awesome is this..
Had a great feast again..Hahaha..Told you I ate a lot today..

(the birthday cake written on it "grandpa,aunt and sis,happy birthday..actually I asked my cousin what is says..Hahaha..I can't read chinese characters..)

(this is just half of those food we ate..there were lots more but then I felt really full even to take a picture of it..Hahaha..)

So,overall I had a really fun time with my family..
Hope to do this every year with them..
Because it's always the best when you are with your loved ones..
In final,Happy Mooncakes Festival,everyone..
Hope you'll enjoy your day too..
*ivory g**peace out*

SPM grading

2009-10-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone did you'll read the Star paper today..??
Some nonsense just happened and it just started this year..
For form 5's this is a really a new thing..
Say bye bye to A1,A2,B3,B4,C5,C6,D7,E8 and G9..
And say Hello to A+,A-,B+,B- and ect..
Why in the world did they changed it..??
And why is it in such a sudden..??
I got no comments about it because I am afraid if I talk much about the government here I would end up getting my A+ and stuff in jail..
So,what do you think..??
You prefer A1 or A+..??
But then to tell you'll,you got no choice,you still have to stick with A+..Hahaha..
Honestly,we don't need to care much about whether is it A1 or is it A+ we still are sitting for SPM..So,SPM is the most important not the way they name the grading..
Hence,good luck everyone for your upcoming SPM..
May luck be on your side..
*ivory g**peace out*

I need help

2009-10-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,give me an opinion on this would y'all..

Thanks..
It's like this:
Somehow my biology teacher doesn't want to tolerate with us..
She don't listen to us,don't care about what we feel and she said it herself that she don't even respect us..I can tell you none of my classmates like her..I repeat NONE..
It's not because of her lifeless teaching,it's because she doesn't believe that she has done mistakes and doesn't want to learn from it..
Nobody is perfect but then for her she is..She thinks everything she do is right and everything my classmates do is always WRONG..
The latest case happened as you all know about trials..
She marks our paper right according to the marking scheme..
I mean right EXACTLY..not even a single "close one eye" act..
I guess I give you'll some examples and you might understand more..

Eg.1:
What is the function of red blood cell?
Answer:To carry oxygen from the lungs to the body cells (X)
Scheme:To transport oxygen from the lungs to the body cells..
Reason it is wrong :because transport is different from carry..

Eg.2:
Answer:The guard cell curves outwards and providing an opening of stomata (X)
Scheme:The guard cell curves outwards and stomata opens..
Reason it is wrong :because it's stomata opens not opening of stomata..

I was like :

WHAT THE ......????

Then,I was like fine..that was just 5 marks..owh no,that's not just it..I have much more..
Move to essay part..
I chose the double fertilization question (Q7)..
I actually memorized the whole detailed process from the textbook as I know textbook is always right and the scheme is always based on the textbook so I memorized from the textbook to ensure 100% right..
Do you know what it came out to be..??
(2/8marks)

It was the exact same thing from the textbook..
I went and showed her the textbook together with my answer sheet..
Instead of giving me marks,you know what she did..??
Let me list them down:

1.Scolded me with the microphone..(i was like never mind..normal..)
2.Used a red pen and scribbled my friend's biology textbook..(i was like "teacher it's the school textbook and we are not supposed to scribble it" and she was like "i don't know what is this because you didn't tell me and I don't care what is it,it's none of my business"..what in the world of an answer..ok..ok..if it wasn't a textbook too she shouldn't scribble other people's property right..??leave this thing)
3.Said that only follow the scheme and the textbook is wrong..(i was like "wha...t..??textbook is wrong..??what the heck..??how could the textbook possibly be wrong?" and she said "i said it's wrong means it's wrong..i don't care how similar your answer is with the textbook and it's wrong..)
4.She slammed the textbook on the table together with my answer sheet..
5.Shouted "why all these people put their paper here??take it back..i don't want to see all this stupid paper bundled up on my table..get it away now"..

What the hell of a teacher is that..??
So,there is one friend of mine,Mell,she studied her ass of and she really expected an A1 for it and all she got was a C5..Imagine that..She can't stand it no more and the teacher said if you want to fight you bring a lawyer and fight..
Try thinking back,is there any teacher of yours said that to you before..??
And that was what my friend did..
She told her dad and her dad hired a lawyer..
I guess there must be some big havoc coming along and I certainly don't want to be a part of it so all some of my gang and me did was go and see Mdm Voo (panitia bio)..
Too bad she is busy today and she asked us to see her on Monday..
And I have a huge feeling that Mdm Voo is going to help us..
So,the thing that I want your opinion is "Is it right for us to go and ask Mdm Voo..??and what Mell did was right or wrong..??"

I really want an answer from everyone who read this..
I will very much appreciate it..
And I really hope that Mdm Voo will try her best to help us..
Thanks for your opinion if you commented..
*ivory g**peace out*

Happy Mooncakes Festival

2009-09-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

It's nearly Mooncakes Festival..

Well,like every other years,my mum and my elder sis will bake some mooncakes as nothing will be better than homemade stuff right..??
Even if the thing is not as tasty as those you buy in restaurants or hotels,but it's full of love..
To tell you'll the truth,those my mum and sis made were SIMPLY DELICIOUS..
Besides,it's isn't half bad looking too though..
*cantik dipandang,sedap dimakan*..
Hmmm..There is some sort of difference this year compared to those years back..
What is it..??Owh,yeah..I know..Because my mum and sis got a new helper..
Who..??Hmm..Let's have a look below..

Yeah..ME! ! ! !
No,No,I didn't ruin everything..My mum did hers,my sis did hers and I did mine..
My mum did the normal mooncakes with white lotus fillings and some other fillings..
My elder sis did the Shanghai mooncakes,the kind of ovally shaped ones..
And I did some bloody nonsense..Not exactly mooncakes but it's those mooncakes' fillings,with not mooncakes' skin..So,I have no idea what are those..Hmm..Which came out to be not so nice looking but it does taste bad at all..Really..When you eat it you just need to keep your eyes shut..Hahaha..Ok..Ok..Fine..I admit I was thinking to play..And I did..
Why not I just cut the crap and show you'll what I did..
But one thing..Don't laugh..I know you will so whatever..Laugh all you want..Hahaha..

Ok..I'll start with mine..The ugly looking ones..

Don't ask me what is it..Because I too don't know what is it..
Then,move on to those my mum and elder sis made..

the ones at the bottom are the ones my mum made,top left hand corner my sis made,the top right hand corner I don't need to tell you..

these are about it..but there are more in the oven..

Overall it's a tiring by fun day..
Hope you'll will enjoy this activity with your family too..
Till then,

HAPPY MOONCAKES FESTIVAL! ! !
and now everyone knows I am bad in baking..
*ivory g**peace out*

Sudden feeling

2009-09-22T11:09:00.000-07:00

Trying to get you'll out of my MIND is like trying to REMEMBER someone I never knew..

I MISS you all,friends..
See ya'll real soon..

*ivory g**peace out*

News for SPM candidates

2009-09-21T07:30:00.000-07:00

I just found out that the SPM timetable has been redone..

New updated timetable..
To Science Stream students there is a good news and a bad news..
Which one would you'll like to hear first..??
Of course the bad news first right..??
It's always the bad then come the good one..
If in that case,I want to make it different this time..
I'll start with the good news first..

Our last paper is Chemistry,as you'll know..It is no longer on the 9th of December,it's on the 8th of December..Woohoo..How nice is this..We have one extra day to enjoy with friends before the water slide comes..Hahaha..I'm going to miss all my friends..Especially,my besties,Lia,Yieujin,Fiqa,Nani,Fadh and all the others as well as I can't write all your names out here right then I would be like talking about my friends and not about the good news..Hahaha..Ok,that was about the good news..Let me move on to the bad news..

The bad news is about our Additional Mathematics paper..*sobs*..I haven't say anything about it yet I cried first..Hahaha..Yeah,about that paper..It's starting at 8 in the morning and ending at 4.30 in the evening on the 25th of November..Hahaha.."WHAT..??"I think that is your reaction when you read that line because it was mine when I saw it..Not really that long actually I'm exagerating..Hahaha..

Paper 1-8.00 a.m till 10.00 a.m
Paper 2-2.00 p.m till 4.30 p.m

The question is why is there a big <<<GAP>>> in between..??I really wonder are they trying to torture us as it is ADD MATHS still..Not to say that Add Maths is a burden for me,not ever..It's just that why not end it early and we can go home early and have a good nap..
And with this set of time if we go home at 10.00 too we can't sit and have a short nap in peace as there is still another paper later in the day..Not a good news for Science student..

So,if you'll would like to have a glance at the timetable yourselves about the other subjects,don't hesitate to click the link below..

http://apps2.moe.gov.my/files/Jadual/JadualWaktuSPM2009.pdf

Here is a four leaf clover for good luck for you guys..

Till then,advance good luck to all SPM candidates..May luck be on our sides..And sorry I didn't find out stuff for Art Streamers..Because me myself is not sure of the happenings in that stream..Sorry again..But anyhow,may luck be at your sides too..Good luck.. :)

*ivory g**peace out*

Birthday present from dad

2009-09-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

Year by year,

Each and everyone has their own special day,
Their birthday..
Every year just a special celebration with my family and sometimes relatives..
Most of the years I won't get birthday presents as a celebration with them is more than enough for me..Nothing is much more important than a happy family together..
Sometimes my elder sis will get me gifts too..
This year is quite special for me..
Although it's not my 21st birthday,but it's my 17th birthday..
And at this age where teens learn how to drive..That's why it's special..
Not knowing a surprise,my dad bought me a present this year..
Hmmm..because as I can recall the previous present my dad bought me was 5 years ago if I am not mistaken where I was just in Primary 6..
Still young and innocent,well of course now I am too..Hahaha..
I went back home one day after school like usual,bathe,and went to my dad's room..
Then was when he gave me the present..
The present was keys to my car..
My car..Honda City Sports Edition..
I was stunned for a moment and went running downstairs..
Open the front door and there it was..
My new car..I was so happy..But too bad that time I don't even know how to drive..
Hahaha..But now it's all mine..I finally finished my practical and the bloody driving exam and I CAN DRIVE..Woohoo..Hahaha..
Recalling the past experience during the driving exam was fun..But there was one guy there,an instructor I guess..He is quite young for an instructor for me..He kinds of irritates me..
Kept calling me "Amoi comel"..I was like "What in the world is that..??"
Who cares but the most important thing is I had sooo much fun..
Whoever has a qualified age,go on,get your license..
You'll have fun,but don't get too fun and drive in the other way..Hahaha..
A picture of me and my present..

*ivory g**peace out*

No idea what to title this as

2009-09-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I'm in love with you and only you,
When I fought with you I thought I would cry,
But all along you were another guy.
You told your friends I was a mess,
I told mine you were not the best,
You told me you only loved me and I find it true,
I just left you not knowing that I love you too.

What in the world is wrong with me..??Why am I so poetic..??
I have no idea..Maybe you could tell me..Hahaha..
*ivory g**peace out*

A great thank to all

2009-09-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

No one stands by my side the way you did,
No one cheers me up like you did,
No one makes me laugh with their jokes like you did,
No one makes me smile by just saying hi the way you did,
You..I love you..
You=Friends..
Friends always make things better..

L=Love
I=Incidents
F=Friends
E=Emotions

What is life without friends..??It's a lie..So,love your friends,because they may be the ones who will there for you other than your family..

And I would like to take this opportunity to thank all my friends who cheered me up for that incident,who gave me support,and most importantly did not leave me alone when I need you most..Thank you,my dear friends..I love all of you..
*ivory g**peace out*

"EFF"ing people doing "EFF"ing stuff in an "EFF"ing unappropriate time..

2009-09-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

Every word written now is typed simultaneously with every tear drop flowing down my cheeks from the corner of my eyes..I am very sad and pissed right now..No,no,no..wait not right now..correction..Since this morning..It's not just me..MOST of my friends are..

I've been saying a word on and on for a thousand and one time in school so I will not hesitate to say it again here and now.."STUPID!!!"..and to warn you this won't be the first and only time I'll be using this word in this post..You will encounter with more later on..If you can stand me saying STUPID and harsh words from top to bottom you may stay and read but if you can't just get the hell out of here..I am no longer the goodie-goodie Ivory you know..I get pissed off too..And I think this will last for quite sometime..Lia my girlfriend,just don't give a damn to everything..Because I am NOT..I haven't,I am not planning to,and I won't give a damn..Hear me would you..

I don't really get it..I don't get every single bit of it..Maybe someone can just tell me what is EFFing wrong with everything today..Ok the thing now is you may not know what is going on YET..I repeat YET..Let me just roughly tell you about it..

I don't darn care what others did in trials for the past WEEKS as it has no damn thing to do with me..I did the exam sincerely as what I studied and all the effort I put in I gave it all out on those sets of papers which came out to be quite a satisfaction for me..The question that I kept asking everyone today,and I might as well ask this damn blog too which I know no answers will be given..But nothing is stopping me..The question is:

WHY SOME BLOODY PEOPLE DID SOMETHING AND ALL THE INNOCENT FELLOWS HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES TOGETHER WITH THEM????!!!!?!

Some useless piece of SHIT got the Chemistry paper earlier from some SHIT people getting from SHIT sources and somehow stupidly,idioticly,bloodily memorized the answers and did that paper..How bloody stupid is that..??The thing is if you want to score just know the answers and write it your own way..The most stupid yet idiotic thing is
MEMORIZE>>>>>WROTE EXACTLY..
That is the most "intelligent" thing I have seen anyone do..
And this simple act of A1 would somehow make a big havoc and humongous possibility we have to resit for the trials again..

What is the use for me to stay up late at night to study my ass off and get this SHIT in return..??What in the world did I do to deserve this..??NO ONE of the innocent people in my school deserves this CRAP..I repeat NO ONE..except for those CANINES..And because of them I said EFF in front of my beloved sis,Sevita which I have not done anything like that before in my entire life with her..Screw everything..Just ask the people involved to deal with their own SHIT..Because I am again not giving a BLOODY DAMN..

But one thing if they want to resit for the Chemistry paper,I'll just say one thing "BRING IT ON!"..I am pure gold and I am not afraid of any damn flame because I studied..Again I did study and I will score..Want to bet..??Come bet with me because I am sure you are the one who will be the LOSER..The BIGGEST LOSER..

One word can represent everything happening..But rearrange it though..

@#$%&*?!
But really hope that luck will be on my side during SPM..
*ivory g**peace out*

Excellent Student Award ceremony

2009-07-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

Today was the awesome day of the Anugerah Cemerlang..

Direct translation to English is Excellent Awards..
Which doesn't make any sense..haha..
Anyways, it was totally outrageous..so fun,exciting and extremely fabulous..
AFIQAH GOT TO BE THE STUDENT OF THE YEAR!!!
Isn't this just so cool..
My friends who were there and I were considered the happiest person in the hall after her parents..
Just so proud of her..
I even cried when she went up the stage..
I tried to hold on to the tears but it too just came flowing out..
Hahaha..but just a few tear drops..
I was also awarded..but just a small little teany weany award..
But I am also happy..
I just got the award of getting 2nd place in class for the previous year..

Besides,today Afiqah's younger brother attended the ceremony too..really,he was so CUTE..I felt like just want to touch him so badly..haha..So,I secretly took a picture of him..
Ok..why not I just show you some pictures and do less talking..haha..

Afiqah and her cute brother,Afiq..cute right?This is the picture I secretly took..haha..

After that,we took this picture for remembrance..Actually it was just 4 of us,from the left:fad,me,afiqah,azureen..But out of nowhere,Afiq came into the picture..he just accidentally slipped into this picture..I was happy actually..got a picture of him smilling..so good looking..haha..
I really enjoyed this year's Excellent Students Awards ceremony..
I really hope that I can be back to my school next year to get it for SPM..
May luck me on my side..
*ivory g**peace out*

One night only

2009-06-30T07:33:00.001-07:00

Sing a long song:

You want all my love and my devotion
You want my loving soul right on the line
I have no doubt that I could love you forever
The only trouble is, you really don't have the time
You've got one night only, one night only
That's all you have to spare
One night only, let's not pretend to care
One night only, one night only
Come on baby come on
One night only, we only have 'til dawn
In the morning this feeling will be gone
It has no chance going on
Something so right has got no chance to live
So let's forget about chances, it's one night I will give
One night only, one night only
Come on baby come on
One night only, we only have 'til dawn
One night only, one night only
There's nothing more to say
One night only, words get in the way
One night only, one night only

*ivory g**peace out*

Feeling moody??Read these..

2009-06-27T07:03:00.000-07:00

These are actually jokes..
Hope these will make you feel better..

Son: Dad, what is an idiot?
Dad: An idiot is a person who tries to explain his ideas in such a strange and long way that another person who is listening to him can't understand him. Do you understand me?
Son: No.

X: Hey, man! Please call me a taxi.
Y: Yes, sir. You are a taxi.

What's the difference between chopped beef and pea soup?
Everyone can "chop" beef, but not everyone can "pea" soup!

When you feel sad, to cheer up just go to the mirror and say, "damn I am really so cute". You will overcome your sadness. But don't make this a habit. Cause liars go to hell.

Mother: "Did you enjoy your first day at school?"
Girl: "First day? Do you mean I have to go back tomorrow?

Jokes always make people laugh and feel better..

*ivory g**peace out*

Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson's die hard fans are all around..

He collapsed in such a sudden and was rushed to the hospital when he was found unconscious and not breathing..
Unfortunately,he was pronounced dead at 2.26p.m..
In just a short 50 years,made an indelible mark on the planet Earth..
Although,I'm not a big fan of his,I too pay tribute to him..

For sure,no matter am I his fan or not,I can't deny his impact and the memory of him which will persist in all of us indefinitely.
So,spread this news,words and legacy of Michael Jackson for everyone to remember..

Rest In Peace,Michael..

*ivory g**peace out*

What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You?

2009-06-24T06:18:00.001-07:00

Any March babies around??
Through a quiz it states that these are the characteristics of a March baby..
I don't know whether is it true or not..
As I'm a March baby myself,I doubt it..
Because some maybe true and some are not so close to "ME"..
So,just see it for yourself..
The descriptions on the right is my opinion about myself and the characteristic..

(i) Attractive personality (ahemm..what source can you see from me which is attractive?)
(ii) Sexy (yeah..yeah..very funny..)
(iii) Affectionate (are you sure?could you just check on this state again..)
(iv) Shy and reserved (if I'm shy I won't be the class clown)
(v) Secretive (50/50 for this one)
(vi) Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic (i guess so..not in a sense that I'm bragging)
(vii) Loves peace and serenity (yeah..)
(viii)Sensitive to others (sort of)
(ix) Loves to serve others (owh..so I'm a slave?)
(x) Easily angered (not at all..in what context?)
(xi) Trustworthy (sure..)
(xii) Appreciative and returns kindness (of course..you help me,no doubt I'll help in return)
(xiii) Observant and assesses others (affirmative)
(xiv) Revengeful (i don't have enemies)
(xv) Loves to dream and fantasize (which fairy land do you want me to go to?)
(xvi) Loves traveling (obviously)
(xvii) Loves attention (already the center of attention..my mouth just can't shut)
(xviii) Hasty decisions in choosing partners (not the time to think about this stuff yet)
(xix) Loves home decors (yeah..pretty..)
(xx) Musically talented (me???owh..thank you..thank you..)
(xxi) Loves special things (who doesn't?)
(xxii) Moody (it depends)

What about you..??
If you want to know about other months,just leave me a comment..
I'll post it ASAP..
*ivory g**peace out*

Discontented with everything happening around

2009-06-22T07:23:00.000-07:00

I really don't know what to crap..
I'm really crushed and not in a mood to talk to anyone now..
So,let's just see what I wrote to make my feelings grow better..

When can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close to myself?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night,that every drop pf dew becomes crystal in your heart,when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?But what can love be in other transcendental realities?What about our souls?
Are our souls like waterfall,a true wisdom, or a smile,a flirt of an angel?Are our souls the mere mood of a fairy or a lightning in the summer rain?
Our souls could be all this and much more,but what really happens is that transcendental realities when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts?That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental,spiritual or physical distance kill us?What happens when dawn finds us sadder than ever,looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much,our Great love?
What are all these?What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfillment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?

Feeling much better after writing it all out..
Phew!Anyways,thanks for reading..
*ivory g**peace out*

Please don't mess with my life..

2009-06-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

Why can't she just leave me alone??
She is making my life more and more miserable day by day,week by week and month by month..
What is her problem??
I like to be with whom I want to be..
Why must she be so concerned about everything happening in my life??
Is she trying to make me feel bad for being close to someone which I really love but she hates??
I really want to know the answer to everything..
I have my own rights to pick whoever I want..
If she wants me,just come and tell me..
Please don't touch or even mess with "her"..
No matter how you hurt me,I won't be as painful as you are trying to hurt her..
She is each and every breath I'm inhaling now..
She controls my life..
So,if you really know who I really mean,please back off..
I'm not trying to be rude or anything,just let me live my life with peace..
It's my last year in my school..
I don't care if you mess with me as I'm just an ordinary student in school but not "her"..
She is a prefect and her reputation is really important..
So,please who ever you are..
I BEG YOU FOR HEAVEN SAKE!!
*ivory g**peace out*

Secret behind your name...

2009-06-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

Look what I played in facebook today..
SECRET behind your name..*woOooo**ghostly sound*
hahaha..no it's not funny..
anyways,this is the result I got:

I : You are always smiling and making others smile.
V : You have a very good physique and looks.
O : You are very open-minded.
R : You are a social butterfly.
Y : You cause a lot of trouble.

G : You have excellent ways of viewing people.
O : You are very open-minded.
H : You are not judgmental.

A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.

W : You like your privacy.
E : You are a very exciting person.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.

You are always smiling and making others smile. You have a very good physique and looks. You are very open-minded. You are a social butterfly. You cause a lot of trouble. You have excellent ways of viewing people. You are not judgmental.You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. You like your privacy. You are a very exciting person. You like to work, but you always want a break.

I don't think these are true..
Me??What do you think??
Is it true??
I don't know..Do comment whether you agree or not..
Thank,yall..
*ivory g**peace out*

Am I Sarcastic??I really mean this...

2009-06-13T00:48:00.001-07:00

Happy Going To School in 2 Days Everyone!
I seem to be the happiest person now since it's school day in less than 48 hours..
WoO HoO...

Meet you soon again,I mean I'll blog again soon people..
I think that would be a few months from now..
Good Luck,everyone..
*ivory g**peace out*

Being prenominal

2009-06-07T03:37:00.000-07:00

This post is to answer my friend's question of falling in love..

Let us have a look at this phrase "Falling in love is awfully simple,
but falling out of love is simply awful"..

Ok.Now,people know that falling in love is supremely exquisite,
but falling out of it is miraculously dolorous..
Then,how come people fall in love in the first place.?

Stupid isn't it.?
NO!Not exactly..
Falling in love is not necessarily only to opposite sex for intimate manner..
It may also occur to you when you find this particular person so special to you that in a way you may say that you would die without them..
P.S this also happens to same sex..

Read this :

The first time I saw you,I knew it was true,I would love you,that's all I would do..
You don't know what have you done to me,NO!,you don't have a clue..
And you don't know what is it like to be me,looking at you..*ivory g*

I may write this as a text,a letter,a comment and even as an e-mail..
Let me tell you this,I definitely will send it to someone in particular and no doubt it's a female..

Like what I received a text from Sevita yesterday saying that she wanted to tell me something and it goes on like this:
The best thing about me is you,and
Should I be happy that we are good friends,or
Should I be sad for that's all we will be..love you..

Those above are certainly love quotes just in case you don't realize that..
What's the big fuss and humongous deal that you may also fall in love with a person of the same sex as in not even close to the "L" word..

Some who are utterly sensitive would say,"Yuck,you disgusted me!"
Idiots I should say..

Yes,for real when you love this particular someone in a way you totally will ignore their idiosyncrasies.Do you think quotations like "I am a person who knows all your bad behavior and loves you anyways,I am your best friend" are made up just because they though so.?
Don't be silly,think out of the box..
*as far as I'm concern there is no box*..
Maybe a frame will work too..

Anyways,it all depends on your own perspective on how you look at it when it comes to the "L" word..This time it stands for love,OBVIOUSLY..
Don't easily get influenced by some darn idiot's thoughts..

For short,what can I really say about love:

Erm...how about this:

Love: The irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired..

If you don't agree,don't be shy,please do comment..

*ivory g**peace out*

Am I okayyy??

2009-06-06T22:25:00.000-07:00

I'm freaking out..

I've been ill for a long long time..
I was ill since the 2nd of May 2009..
Some of you may know from where did I get this POWERFUL virus from..
chang!chang!chang!*sound effect*
But don't blame her actually,it's all because that I like to stick with her so often..
Even thought she was sick..
And the virus somehow maybe in someway it infected me..
hahaha..
So,mathematically if I'm not mistaken till today it had been 36 days that I've been sick..

This influenza is really killing me..
But I'm still surviving it..
Influenza is not really a problem for me as I'm really used to it I guess..
The main thing is my COUGH..
I hate it..Hate it..
My mum wanted to take me for an X-ray..
She say I may have TB (tuberculosis)..
She is trying to scare the heck out of me..
But most probably not as I don't even have any symptoms of a TB patient..
Of course other than coughing..

Don't be thinking too much k.?
Obviously,I don't have H1N1 swine flu..
If not I won't be sitting here on my bed blogging this..

H1N1 early stage..

To everyone around be careful though..
*ivory g**peace out*

The fundamental me

2009-06-06T03:55:00.000-07:00

Let's see how this works..
Please comment after reading it..
Thanks..
P.S Before reading this please imagine that I'm writing it for YOU..
All I'm referring to is YOU all along..
Hahaha..

People always say that love is a heart,
I entirely don't agree with it,
How come it's not a circle,
Not a square,a triangle, or even misshapen?

If I say love,
Love is a circle and certainly not a heart,
Because a heart will break easily,
But a circle goes on and on forever.

When you fall in love,
You will say that I wish I'm your heart,
The fingers between yours,your life, or even your death,
Why didn't anyone say that I wish I could be your teardrop?

Ivory is stupid,
Are you crazy?
Why would anyone wants to be a teardrop?
Which means that thy is living in sadness.
But tears can too roll down due to happiness,
Realize that.

I say that I wish I could be your teardrop,
The question is WHY?
Simple explanation actually,
For what more could anyone ask for them to be conceived in your heart,
Born in your eyes,live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.
Nothing more than to be your teardrop,I ask to be.

To be precisely clearer of what do I really mean,
Actually to sit here,on my bed,
Thinking of the times that you hurt me and made me cry,
I was hoping and wishing that it will make me liking you less,
So that I won't feel bad during the day we both say Goodbye!,
But it didn't,
In fact, all the times I could remember were the times when you showed me that you cared,
I tried hard not to believe that what you ever did was just,
To walk by me everyday and just by saying a simple Hello,
To everyday take time out listening to me,
To walk with me,to smile at me,laugh with me and to have fun with me,
Well,I did smile,talk and laugh too but did you know that deep down inside,
Much secrets are to be revealed soon enough,
Deep down it hurts very much,
Because I realized that I LOVE YOU.

Written by: Ivory G

So,how was it.?
Please do comment..
I'm totally fine with critics..
And the topic for this poem please..
I can't think of any topics..
Hahaha..
Thank you..

*ivory g**peace out*

Feelings Growing Within

2009-06-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

HOORAY! ! !
And it's already one week passed holiday..
I can't wait till holidays pass..
I can't wait to see her again..
I loves her very much..
I misses her very badly..
All I wanted now is to see her, listen to her voice, feel her hugs and etc..
She is considered as my life..
I can hardly survive now without her..
She is the sugar to my cup of coffee..
She is the shadow of mine..
Always there for me..
She is the best..
I really love her so much..
P.S I'm no lesbian..
She is just my best,most awesome sis..
SEVITA I miss you dearly..

What I always wanted to tell her:
How nice would it be if we can perform the perfect crime in this world..
which is I stole your heart and you stole mine..
*ivory g**peace out*

At the edge of time

2009-06-06T02:43:00.000-07:00

Sorry blog..

It's been so long since I blogged..
It's like ages ago..
Anyway,there's been lots of crazy times here and there these past few months..
I went for hiking last Monday..
Thank you Lidia for taking lots of nice pictures there..
Let me show you some of it..

Kledang Hill Hiking Expedition:

Nice view,right.?

I don't know what are we laughing at actually..

I'm that freaking idiot behind there..don't know what exactly I'm doing..

When going downhill..that's me at the top..

This is exactly one thing happened during this holiday..
Had so much fun that time although I'm not feeling very well actually..
Threw up 3 times on the way up..
No throwing up on the way down..
Thank God..
*ivory**peace out*

Highly Disappointing

2009-01-04T00:12:00.000-08:00

Thirtieth Time Blogging.

Tomorrow is the first day of school and also the first day I am stepping into the school gate with a status as a Form 5 student.And as I expected tomorrow will be again a day of NAGS and BLABBERS from teachers.No doubt of that.
But I am too really zealous of going to school.I like school.Where fun and excitement are to be made by "ME".Hahaha.

As I got nothing to blog bout other than the stuff that I wrote up there earlier so just let me talk bout Twilight.I read this book.It is really enthusiastic.It was really nice and if you read it you will like get "addicted" to it.You can't put the book down as you started reading it.

As I finished that book before I got to know that the movie will be released.I was so excited as I was so happy that a movie will be released based on the book that is so incredible.

So I went to watch that movie,and I was speechless after the movie.I just said a word after the movie ended.All I said was "DISAPPOINTING".I was really disappointed with the movie.As the book was so cool and beautiful and the show was like so shit and suck.For example it was like the book is a peacock and the movie turned out to be a turkey.
But anyhow,I was glad too as I got a news from my friend,Sook Teng jei jei that another director is going to direct that movie again.And this time IT IS BASED EXACTLY LIKE THE BOOK.

P.S. Happy School Reopening to all of you.Chao,guys.

The 10 People I choose

2008-12-31T06:34:00.000-08:00

Twenty-Ninth Time Blogging,

Fill 10 spots with the people you wanna tag. If you ran out of people use characters from movies, books or made-up ones to fill the spots.I'm feeling , sentimental . So I'll tag the people who were there for me & fictional characters.

1.Mikael
2.Yieu Jin/Rachel
3.Ivory
4.Tihn Chern
5.Craig Chin
6.Zhi Hui
7.Baka Anthony Tan
8.Dusty Chin
9.Marcus Cheong
10.Wai Keong

1)4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house.What happens?
-tihn chern(4) so kedekut he won't invite me go makan..i will hantam him if he don't do that..he got
no choice but to invite me..wakaka..

2)9 tries to get 5 into a strip club..
-what in the world?Marcus(9) in a strip club..come on..but Craig(5) definately will
go..haha..kidding..

3)You need to stay at your friend's house for a night.Who will you choose 1 or 6?
-erm..I think I will choose Mikael(1)..like him more..muax..but I think Zhi Hui(6) also
can..because he live near my house..haha..

4)2 and 7 are making out.10 walks in.What happen?
-Baka(7) and yieu jin(2) ar??are you kidding me..i think wai keong(10) will kill baka(7) ar..haha..

5)3 falls in love with 6,8 is jealous.What happens?
-me(3) fall in love with Zhi Hui(6) and Dusty(8) jealous..what a joke..so not going to
happen..Dusty(8) is not even a bit into Zhi Hui(6)..lmao..

6)4 jumps to you in a dark alleyway,who saves you?2,7 or 10?
-Tihn Chern(4) want to jump on me ar..?He want to die is it..haha..erm..who save me ar..Yieu
Jin(2) maybe..she is my bestie so she will save me..hahaha..

7)1 starts a cooking show.After 15 minutes what will happen?
-Mikael(1)..?he will become famous.He is good in cooking.Haha..great chef..waiting for him to
cook for me..haha..

8)3 has to marry 8,4 or 9.Who will she/he choose?
-Me(3)..I won't even choose anyone of them..Dusty(8) is a female..Tihn Chern(4) is gila..Marcus
Cheong(9) hardly know him..better off alone..hahaha..

9)7 kidnaps 2 and demand something from 5 for 2's freedom.What will happen?
-Craig(5)won't do anything as he don't even know Yien Jin(2)..and for what Baka(7) want to
kidnap Yieu Jin(2) ar..he not yet die before is it..haha..

10)Everyone gangs up on 3,does 3 has a chance in hell?
-Everyone gangs on me(3) ar..I sure die la..what did I do??*sob*

11)Everyone is invited for 2 and 10 wedding except 8,how does 8 react?
-Dusty(8) will laugh till her stomach hurts as I too laugh till my stomach hurts when I saw this..
Yieu Jin(2) got married with Wai Keong(10)..is it possible..??

12)Why is 6 afraid of 7?
-I also don't know..Maybe Baka(7) scary looking ar..that's why Zhi Hui(6) afraid of him..wakaka..

13)1 is late for 2 and 10's wedding.Why is that?
-Because Mikael(1) didn't even get the invitation as they don't know each other..haha..

14)5 and 9 are drunk at your house.What happens?
-Craig(5) just leave him there as he is as he is my couz I don't care what he does.But Marcus(9) I
will call for help to get him out of my house..haha..

15)9 murders 2's best friend.What is 2's revenge on 9?
-Yieu Jin(2) will totally kill Marcus(9) I guess..haha..

16)1 and 6 are in mortal danger.Does 6 saves her/himself or both?
-Of course Zhi Hui(6) will save both..He is a good guy..haha..but I think Mikael(1) can save
himself too..he is the greatest..wakaka..

17)8 and 3 go camping and for some reason they forgot to bring any food.What will they do?
-Aiya me(3) and Dusty(8) always also so clumsy..no big deal..just eat grass..haha..

18)5 is in a car crash and is injured.What does 9 do?
-Marcus(9) won't do anything because he don't even know Craig(5)..haha..Craig(5) be careful ar
next time..haha..make sure I am not in that car..

P.S.=Happy New Year Everyone.May 2009 be a luckier year for each and everyone of you especially to the ones who are sitting for examinations..Good Luck..!!

Bla Bla Bla..

2008-12-30T06:24:00.001-08:00

Twenty-Eighth Time Blogging,

I've been in KL for the pass 2 days.To clean my house as usual.
Just that if you are wondering KL means Kuala Lumpur and not Kandang Lembu.Hahaha.
So bored there.I did exactly everything the previous time I went so there was nothing much left to do there the other day.So,guess what I did?

IVORY PAINTED THE GRILL DOORS!!!
Surprisingly.I though of going there just to play a fool and pretend to paint and take some photos for my moral folio next year.
But I don't know out of nowhere or what got into me or something.
I painted the whole thing in the end.This is really a surprise.

Let me show you how I painted it.I really looked ugly but I am satisfied by it as it was my first time painting.Hahaha.

See I painted the grill white.It was rusty actually.The brown colour part is rust so I painted it white.Got no other colour paint.So,I have to use this colour.Hahaha.

Later I went home and bath.Did nothing else after that.Slum myself on the bed and online.
What I do as always but that bed was not mine the other day as I was not at home.
It was my cousin brother's bed.Hahaha.Who cares.He doesn't.I doesn't.So just slum ar.

Look at me messy hair after bathing.Hahaha.I didn't comb it.
Why in the world am I taking a picture of myself without dressing right and making my hair right?And the worst thing is why am I showing it to all of you here in my BLOG.Oh my god.
But who cares.I don't.Hahaha.

Dare To Try

2008-12-27T00:34:00.000-08:00

Twenty-Seventh Time Blogging,

Hey..Don't RUNAWAY.I know you were trying to.Just have a try.No harm done.Come on.I guarantee the questions are easy.If you really know me,you are wiling to try and see whether do you really know me or not.

Create your own Friend Test here

Try it.It is really not that hard.Simple questions that you are for sure to know.Hahaha.
But actually I am doing this thing just to know how well do you know me.
So,do you really know me?Try it and find out.Hahaha.

Sorry Everyone

2008-12-26T08:14:00.000-08:00

Twenty-Sixth Time Blogging,

Actually I was about to do a True Friend Test today but I don't really know what happen to it as it didn't turn out as I thought it would be.So whatever.I will do it some other day.But I let you know first that I will ask totally easy questions so you don't need to be worrying much of what am I going to ask.So sorry I can't make it for you all today as it went something wrong somewhere.So,come back soon and you will see WAALAA it's there.Hahaha.Chao.Love you all.

Christmas Shock

2008-12-25T01:02:00.000-08:00

Twenty-Fifth Time Blogging,

I know that I am really blur at times but I do realize stuff that needed to be realized.
But this incident really made me so burned up.
My christmas present this year sucks.

I am not mad that she did not tell me bout it because I know that it is not really a wonderful thing to tell people about.
I am mad because I got to know that she had done these terrible things.
If my friend did not tell me bout it I would not have got to know it so soon.

You all must really been cracking your head of what am I trying to tell you.
You would not have though of this.Not even a bit.
She had been a reckless little SLUT.
She slept with 40-50 guys in within 2 years.
She had been having SEX since form 2.
And I don't know anything for 2 whole years she had been hiding it.
GOD.
I don't think the prostitutes in Thailand had this much customers in a year.
But anyhow I hope that she would stop this SHIT and get back to studying because it would be SPM next year.
I forgive and forget stuff.
So please.I beg you to stop.
This is my Christmas wish this year.I rather wish that you will be better rather than wishing a good thing for myself.Take care of yourself.I am just worried bout HIV.

I Miss Him So Badly

2008-12-24T22:49:00.000-08:00

Twenty-Forth Time Blogging,

I MISS him so much.
I LOVE him.
His image keep buffering in my mind day and night yesterday when I never got to see him.
I feel like hugging him.
I love to see the way he eat,the way he drink,the way he did everything.
I can't wait to come back and see him again.
Yesterday I though of him each second,minute and hour of the day.
I still can smell his plum shampoo lingering in my nose.
When I came back the first thing I did was I went to look at him.
I saw his happy face when he saw that I am back too.
DAMIEN
I just love calling his name.
Would you'll like to see him too?
My love,DAMIEN
This is one of his picture.
I bet you will like him too.

My sister's West Highland Terrier Puppy,Damien.
Who else were you thinking that I was referring to?
Hahaha.Don't think to much.

Today's Crap

2008-12-22T21:15:00.001-08:00

Twenty-Third Time Blogging,

I kissed a girl by Katy Perry.Sounds really nice at this kind if time.
I really like this song because it is a bit weird.I like weird stuff as I am a weird person too.
So peace up to all the weirdos in this world.

Anyway,nothing special happen today but I felt like blogging so I'll just crap again.

So let me start my crap.I woke up really really late today.Hope no one finds out.Hahaha.I was really very lazy to wake up.Actually I was already awake at bout 9.45 am.But I was too lazy so I just stayed on bed and cuddle my bolster tight.I can feel that my hair was covering my face that time as I was turning here and there on bed.I covered the blanket till the top of my head because the sunlight from my room window was shining right on my face.Irritated me.So,I really can't stay in bed for quite long because of the sun.I OFFICIALLY woke up at 10.15 am.I twist and turn around bed for half an hour.Imagine that.Hahaha.

So,at bout 11 am my sisters,Tiff and Kim and me bathed the puppy.So,I ate my breakfast or lunch or brunch or whatever you call that at nearly 12 noon.I don't think I need to eat my lunch anymore after this.Maybe I need to.But most probably not.

And this and that and bla bla bla...I got nothing to talk bout now.I guess my brain went traveling to somewhere else again.People if anyone of you saw a brain wondering around just lead it back to me though.Thanks.Hahaha.

Owh,yeah..Finally I am not so blank anymore.I wanted to talk bout the stuff that is frequently happening in friendster nowdays.I have been receiving pornographic messages for the pass 2 weeks.So I didn't cared much bout it because I don't really open my message box that often.And today and yesterday there is something new happening.PORNOGRAPHIC TESTIMONIALS.So far in 2 days I already deleted 5 of them.I really wonder is it a virus or someone is trying to make some prank on people that they hate by scamming their account?But no matter what I thank god they didn't do that to me.

So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.
Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chao.

35 secrets

2008-12-22T06:23:00.000-08:00

Twenty-Second Time Blogging,

Actually I don't have anything special to blog about today.
I was bored up today because there is nothing,absolutely nothing special that came across my mind that I would like to share with you'll.
My life are always ordinary.Totally ordinary.
So,ordinary me listening to ordinary songs as usual and today my ordinary song is Womanizer by Britney Spears.

Owh,sorry you all must be bored with what I am blogging now.Anyway,today I am going to blog about a tincy wincy,ini mini,thing called 35 secrets.Actually this is a cetak rompak from my friends blog.Hahaha.

This thing is complete about honesty.But do I have it?I wonder.OBVIOUSLY.Hahaha.

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
#Mikael-who else?

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
#In my room I guess-no other strategic place to go to

[THREE]Your relationship status?
#Single-of course

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
#Yes in a matter of fact I do

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
#Erm..Undifined

[SIX] What's your brother's name?
#Marcus

[SEVEN ] What's your favoritecolor(s)?
#Red

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
#Being near to the person I am thinking of

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
#OF COURSE-I would not be ivory if I don't have one

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
#No not at all-thank god for it

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
#Crapping

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
#Nope..don't get mad that often

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
#Distance-real far distance

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
#Don't really remember..don't cry much..is tears of joy countable?

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
#Yeah-only for that particular person

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
#Some stuff and also someone

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
#A person which got the wrong number

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite song?
#Classical music

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
#What does this look like?Blogging of course but also some chit chatting

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
#Me,Myself and I

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
#In the night market

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
#Nope..Not at all

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?
#1

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
#Dusty[best best buddy],Rachel[super close]

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?
#Incomprehensible

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
#Nope

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?
#Erm..I think this is a bit too private for me to tell you

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?
#Brushing my teeth

(TWENTY-NINE)If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
#To be in a place where I always wanted to be

[THIRTY] What are you listening to?
#Womanizer-Britney Spears

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
#Zoe

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
#Christine

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
#Erm..maybe not sure

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair colour?
#Pure black

[THIRTY-FIVE]Who was the last person to make you laugh?
#Aizat

Terrific Thursday

2008-12-18T23:31:00.000-08:00

Twenty-First Time Blogging,

Owh...I am exhausted.I hate this part by PussycatDolls is now playing.
I don't really like this song but owh well whatever.
So,today was a bit fun compared to the other days which I stayed home all day long online or read.My cousins are back.Yey.So happy.

So,we all planned to go Jusco to play bowling.
When I heard that,I was excited but too feel uneasy because I am not really good at it.
Including today,it was my third time playing this.At least I enjoyed the game earlier.
There were 6 of us altogether which are teenagers there.
Although we had fun but too we too had to do some babysitting.
There were 4 other young children we had to look after while we were there because they wanted to come along but it was alright as they were really good and didn't bring any trouble.So,another job well done.

My cousin brother,Lance having a bowl.Nice one,bro.

But surprisingly,I was in luck today.I WON the game.I got 4 strikes and 2 spares.
I was speechless.It was so magnificent.It was totally stupendous.
I really guess that it was really my lucky day today.
But my t-shirt was all messy with black stuff on it because I hugged the ball near to my stomach for support and it dirtued up my t-shirt.Darn it.
But it's ok,my cousin brother,Lance's t-shirt was also messy too because he did the same thing as I did.Hahaha.It was as if both of us hugged the same ball at the same time and got our t-shirt all messed up in the same spot.
Anyway,we can wast it off though when we get home.

My t-shirt.It was pink in colour when I wore it there and when I came back it was this colour.

So,we ended our game at about 4.10p.m.Since the game of young ones had not start,we went for a game of snooker just to pass time waiting for the younger ones.

At the snooker table,it was really big in size or maybe it was just that I was short it made the table look huge.In the end of the game I only manage to goal one red ball which just gave me 1 mark.But I was also happy as I had score at least one mark.

My two cousin brothers trying to arrange the place for each coloured ball.

We ended our game at 5.40p.m.Then, we went for a walk down at the mall to catch some food just to fill a part f our growling stomach just before dinner.
First,we went to Big Apple and bought some delicious doughnuts of course.
Then,we went straight to buy some sushi.Yum Yum.They all look so yummy.
I felt like trying them all.So in the end we just bought a few for each of us.

3 sushies for me.Hahaha.

We had great times.Had loads of fun.Although it was just bowling but the main thing was I had fun.I hope you all can have the chance to spend time with them too.
They are really nice and fun to be with.Not only them,me as well.
I think I am back to my self-praising path again.Hahaha.I am sure all of you will have the chance to meet them.

So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chao.

My Final Decision

2008-12-15T05:47:00.000-08:00

Twentieth Time Blogging,

Wow...Never thought that myself could blog so long until today it's the twentieth post.I really been through a lot of consequences to come this far.And the latest consequence I got is someone asking me to change myself to another person which is the whole opposite of myself.While I'm blogging now,Hot and Cold by Katy Perry is played.This song is quite awesome though.I like the songs by Katy Perry they are all weird though but really nice to listen to.

So continuing from the thing I'm trying to tell you all just now.About the consequence.I'm sure everyone had lot's of stuff to go through but do you all have the experience that I had before?
Let me tell you all what really happened.

The Incident:

On last Monday,one of my friend,let's not reveal her name.Just call her as X.She online and the first thing she said to me at that time before saying hi was she said that she hate me.I was really confused for a second and I asked why in return.She said that my character was really terrible and she want me to change it.

I too listen to her talk for a moment and for further understanding I asked what was my terrible character that she hated so much about it.She told 1001 stuff that she hated about me.My not I just list it out some of it.

My so called terrible character:
a.Like to entertain people that I don't even know in school like a clown.
b.Talk to much jokes.
c.Study too hard.
d.Talk to much like a parrot.
e.Talks to juniors in school that made my standard low.

This was some of the reasons she hated bout me.

So in curiosity I asked her,so what type of person do you want me to change to?She answered that I should change to a person like herself.Who doesn't talk much.Who are hated by everyone in school.Don't even entertain people lower form than she is.

I asked something in return.What if I don't change?She said that if I don't change she will never even talk or even say a single word to me anymore as my attitude was disgraceful.And she went offline.
I think and think for one whole day whether to listen to her or not.I asked friends for their opinion of should I change myself or not.For one whole week,friend by friend I asked,and so far I asked 23 friends of should I change or stay as myself.I got 23 answers.

And I'm so delighted now for I got 23 STAY AS IVORY answers.

So,X if you are reading this I'm strictly telling this that I'm staying with my own self now because I like the way I am and my friends like me for the way I am too.And I'm NOT going to change for the sake of only one of YOU.I'm sorry if my words hurt you.And you know what?I'm much more hurt by the words you use to talk to me.I don't mind you scolding me but could you please control on the harsh words usage.I really appreciate it if you will do that for me.But I guess my wish will never come true though because you are not going to talk to me anymore since I don't want to change as you want me to.But anyhow,X if you want to be friends back with me I'm most contented and welcome.

Although I have lost X as my friends,I have thousands and hundreds of friends in return that like and love me for who I am.Thank you guys,for loving me for who I am.Muackz to each and everyone of you that stood there for me and being there for me all the time and accepting me for who I am.

So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chao.

I'm A Happy Person After All

2008-11-27T19:26:00.000-08:00

Nineteenth Time Blogging,
Actually this is the continuous of the previous post.But this time I will talk bout the happy thing that happened today.
Yuck!Makeup.
Yerrr!Wig.
But I had a marvelous time.You'll must be wondering what am I trying to say.Hahaha.Today late afternoon like bout 2p.m.My family and I had an appointment for a photography session for our first whole family photo.So,my younger brother was really excited of it as he always go in front of the mirror to practice his smiling.I laughed at his reaction.

At 2.05p.m-we were there at Oscar Studio.First,we were standing at the night gown section.I saw red,green,blue,black,purple and all sort of colour gowns.But I hate all of them as they have sequence on them.Eww..So,my father was like why not all of you'll wear white gowns.Then,we all agreed.

At 2.30p.m-the girl there was picking our gowns for us.We were standing there just joking with each other and in second there in our hand were gown of different styles.So she brought us to the changing place.It was like a stage with curtains.But it was ok.We changed.It fitted well.But it was a bit loose at the chest part.Maybe it is just because that I'm quite flat.Hahaha.All my sister's dresses fitted them really well.And I am the only one who need to pin it up a little at the back.

At 2.50p.m-we were back to the front of the studio to have our hair done and our MAKEUP on.So my mum was the first to have her makeup on and then my elder sister too have it on as there was 2 makeup artist.I sat on the chair next to my sister and my younger sister,Kimberly sat on the chair next to my mum to wait for our turns.But while we were waiting,we got our hair done.As my hair was layered so it is short,and long in different places.

At 3.00 p.m-the hair dresser had o choice but to put a wig on me.GOD!But in the end it looks fine as it look like my own hair as it doesn't look like a wig at all on me.But I was like 10 years older as the wig was curly.I was like the mop with a gown on.Hahaha.Soon later after that my mum's makeup was done and so do my hair.We switched places.And there comes the DOOM.My heart was pounding as if it would pop out in just seconds.It was my first time to put makeup on.

At 3.20p.m-the makeup DOOMSVILLE ended.I looked in the mirror and got the shocked of my life I look like SHIT.All of a sudden I felt like rubbing them off.But my mum and dad said that it was pretty.I HATE it.I HATE makeup.Not even a bit lipstick will be on me whenever I go anywhere even to dinners or weddings.YUCK!But I have no choice but to leave the makeup on.Owh well.What to do.

At 3.30p.m-my younger brother was done,he was in his white suit and black coat.He was cute and handsome.I sat there with him while we were having a look on the albums that they put in on the table there.So we were looking through.My brother complained that his hair was ugly.I had to admit that it was really ugly.So the hair dresser just spiked up my brother's hair a bit and sprayed a little bit of colour to it and Wa..La..My brother was as handsome as prince charming.Hahaha.

At 4.15p.m-all of us are done with our hair and our make up and our dress.We moved in to the first photo taking studio.We had a couple of shots there and we posed different poses.It was quite hard for me to walk with the long gown on.We have pictures posing our whole family,us(brother and sisters),my parents and lots more.

At 5.00p.m-we moved to the next studio as the photographer which looks a bit like Jay Chou leads us to the next studio to have a different background.There we took a couple of pictures with a blue,bubbly,scenery like background.Then,the photographer changed the setting to another type of background which is an autumn with leaves falling down.It was kind of beautiful.

At 5.30p.m-we were done with the photo taking session.We moved back to the changing so called stage to change back to our normal clothes that we came with.We were really exhausted at that moment.But it was fun.We had great and marvelous times there.I was the greatest because you spent times with your family doing things which are fun.

At 5.45p.m-we have a look at our taken pictures.They were actually kind of nice but only for myself looking like a freak.I can't even smile in a proper way.What so ever.At least I had fun.

At 6.00p.m-we are on our way back home.We are tired but happy.

So,I guess I'm happy after all.I'm not even sad for a bit for losing my friend on the same day.I was cheered up by my family.This shows that I don't think that I will regret saying those stuff to her as all the things I said was right.And I never felt bad.I'm accused for doing something I didn't do and for the real thing.I didn't admit it to keep her as my friend.And now I know why old people say "there are more great challenges out there".So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chao.

Totally Through

2008-11-27T04:25:00.000-08:00

Eighteenth Time Blogging,
Can anyone tell me what's wrong with today?Today is a happy day for me and also a sad day for me.But the sad thing happen earlier in the day and a happy thing happen later in the day.So I guess I'm quite alright now.I think I'm going to tell you'll the sad story first and then the happy story so that I won't spoil your mood later when you'll read this.At least there is a happy story in the end to clear back your moods.Hahaha.Ok let's start.
The Sad Story:

I happened to chat with one of my friend,Christine early in the day today.It seem kind of normal in the beginning and it got worse by noon when she started to question me this "Why did you spread the news that I cursed my nephew?".I was really confused.So,I was like blur for a second.In my mind was like "what?".So let me write out our conversation.It is as follows:

Christine:Why did you went and spread the news that I cursed my nephew?
Ivory :What are you trying to say?I don't understand.
Christine:Did you spread the news or not?
Ivory :No ,I didn't.
Christine:You really didn't?
Ivory :NO!
Christine:Ok,fine.
Ivory :Ok.(thinking of another topic to talk bout)
Christine:Then,how come my nephew know bout it?
Ivory :How do I know how he know bout it?
Christine:Ok,fine.
Ivory :We are through if you don't believe me anymore.
Christine:How you want me to believe you?
Ivory :I don't know how but for the last time I didn't do it.
Christine:Ok,fine.But if my nephew ask me why I say like that I say you make up stories
ok?
Ivory :*angry but stayed calm*I don't care what ever darn thing you want to tell him I don't
care anymore.
Christine:But why you go and say that I cursed him to fail every subject?
Ivory :For the last millions of times I DIDN'T.And for god sake you DID.You can ask each and
every person who are there.I witness with my own eyes,ears and my whole self.You
said "I hope he fails EVERYTHING in his UPSR".
Christine:Ya la.I say I hope only,I didn't curse.

For the sake of Virgin Mary,hope is a wish,and a bad wish to a person is a curse,man.GOD!.

Ivory :*fed up*I don't care what ever darn thing you want to tell him I won't care.I just don't
want to waste my precious time to argue with you.
Christine:Ok,then fine.

I am a really patient kind of person so I stayed calm for every single time she accused me for spreading her new bout the curse thing.But I couldn't stand it no more.So,I said:

Ivory :We are through.We are through forever.That's no point me having a friend that doesn't
trust me.
Christine:So am I.
Ivory :(confuse of her answer)(do she know what we are through means)Whatever.

This was practically what happened yesterday.I was quite sad in the beginning for loosing a friend but I think further and I got happy after that after all because I don't need to be patient with her anymore.I've been patient with her for the past few months in Form 4 and I can't stand it no more.And with a sign of relief for the first time in my life I scolded a person with all my might.Honestly,I nearly used the F word to her but in the end I didn't as she was my friend and I want to care bout her feelings.

And now I realize that being nice as to be patient with people will not bring any benefits to oneself.So from now on,I won't be patient to the people who tries to bully me anymore.But I do will be patient to the people who I think that is worth for me to be patient with them.But no matter what my motto will never change "Happy Go Lucky" everyone.So I guess you'll are bored up with my story now so I think I'm going to talk bout my happy thing in my next post.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Funtimes Makes Happytimes

2008-11-06T02:17:00.000-08:00

Seventeenth Time Blogging,
Rain, sun, rain, sun...This is what it is like today.Beautiful weather though.I'm listening to Confession of a Broken Heart by Linsay Lohan.Beautiful day accompanied by a beautiful song.What a satisfaction.Hahaha.Today was my class party.Normally it will be held outside the school so that everyone could dress nicely as they like to the party to enjoy themselves but this year my class party was held in my school.In my class.It was real fun.We had lots and lots of food which will make me fat and fatter.Hahaha.For example,we had cheezy wedges from KFC,sundaes from McDonalds,4 Secret Recipe cakes,1 normal cake from Deli Garden,Chicken Rice which you make take as much as you like,drinks,and many other food as well.I really enjoyed it very much although it was really hot during the class party.

And not forgetting,this year I designed a class t-shirt.We all wore it at during the party.I guess that my class had the most fun today.The t-shirt is quite nice but also quite hectic since it's all the taylor's fault.The taylor's name is Mr Lee.I really hates him.He always talks as if he is a professional designer or something but actually maybe he is just old fashioned.So,enough of t-shirts.Well,what is a class party without games right?So,just for fun,I organized a game during the class party.It was "I never".This game is quite similar to "Truth or Dare" that this is just without the dare part.It was all about truth.I took loads of pictures with my friends.I'll upload them in here and also in my friendster just to let you'll see the fun too and be happy together with us.Friends are always the best no matter what races are they all in.I love them all.Except for some the irritates and annoys me.Hahaha.But anyhow I love them all and I really would like to take this opportunity to thank all of them for their cooperation.I really had a great time with all of you although I never got the chance to take pictures with each and every one of you but I'm sure there is always a next time.

Today I enjoyed myself really much but I was also disappointed and felt upset at the same time but I didn't really show it because I didn't want to spoil everyone's mood.Let me tell you why was I upset.I got to know my position in the class today and I got 2nd.Actually I was quite thankful but also disappointed because the one who got 1st in my class just cut me by a few marks.But anyway,as I've already express it out here,I no longer felt upset.I'll always be happy.Happy Go Lucky.Always will be my motto.Hahaha.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Yet Still Not Relief With It

2008-10-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

Sixteenth Time Blogging,
Time is passing by so slowly.I spent time with my novel Twilight which I'm trying my best not to finish it so quick because I won't have any books left for me to read.Hahaha.T-shirt by Shontelle is playing today.I don't usually listen to this song but I don't know what got into me today that I listened to this song.Good Grief.So,today I won't be blogging quite long because I don't have much to say today.Remembered what I told you about in yesterday's blog?About the private call thing.It happened to me again yesterday night.But that person just called me twice and he stopped calling me after I ignored twice his call.It happened earlier yesterday.It happened at about 1.27am.Luckily yesterday I was not too terrified like the day before.I really wonder do these people have nothing to do than just long for sexual relationship and playing a fool with people.And why not much more simpler just sleep for heaven sake.I really get mad with this kind of people.It would be the country's benefit of these people's extinction.I guess what I wanted won't be happening and it would even get worst.More and more maniacs are walking on this earth.They rape,they kill,they molest and what worst stuff could they do these days.Calling people in the middle of the night longing for SEX.Is sex that important to them?As for my opinion people want sex to relax as I know from my experienced friend.But I really wonder how could they have sex through the phone.Oh,Lord.These people should be arrested and how nice if people now could trace private numbers?So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Unwanted Call

2008-10-28T01:49:00.000-07:00

Fifteenth Time Blogging,
The weather seems to be really pretty today.The Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony Theme Song is playing to accompany me today.I like that song really much.It is a really high pitched song though.I wonder when can I sing till that high note.Hahaha.Last night at about 2.18am a really terrifying thing happened to me.Let me tell you'll what really happened.I got a call in the middle of the night.So,I thought it was my friend,Dusty just playing miss call with me again.So I ignored it.Then,I felt weird as it is ringing for a very long time as if it just a miss call it won't be ringing for so long.So,I took my phone and have a look at it to see who was that person who is calling me in the middle of the night.I thought it was an emergency call from my friends.When I look at the screen of my cellphone it wrote "private number".I answered the call.Then,there was a voice of a man saying "hi".I asked him "Who are you?Who is this?".He just said "You mau main tak?""You mau sex tak?".So,I got scared and just pretended as if I don't understand Malay.I said back "I don't understand what are you talking bout!".I just hung up.I was shivering in fear.I turn my phone to silent mode.I could see the light from my phone as that person kept calling me.I ignored him.My eyes kept staring at the screen of the phone in fear.I couldn't do anything but to hug my bolster tight.He stopped calling me after I ignored his 7 calls.He called me 7 times.I was so terrified that I couldn't sleep yesterday night.I thought of calling one of friend to tell him bout it to relief my fear but I couldn't even move as I was too scared.I fall asleep at bout 4.20am.I felt fine after waking up this morning.I held my cellphone tight in my right hand with my left hand covering the screen of my cellphone.Before I opened my left hand I wished hard that it was just an awful dream of mine.Soon as I opened my left hand,and there it was 7 missed calls.I deleted all those calls from my cellphone.After I deleted those,I felt a bit calmer.So,I advise to girls and evens guys too who is reading this,don't answer any calls from a private number in the middle of the night just to avoid the thing happened to me happen to you'll.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Finally

2008-10-25T19:03:00.000-07:00

Fourteenth Time Blogging,
The weather these days are really hard to predict so I can't say what is the weather like today.Finally by Fergie really suites the title of my blog today.So I played that song in my laptop.Finally?All of you must be wondering why is it finally.Hahaha.I said it to be finally because my finals is finally over.I spent 3 whole weeks studying for it and never even think of going online.It's actually quite a success though.Because I've always been online during exams.So as I was saying,exams are really hectic sometimes.On the days of the exams you will be worrying what is going to come out in the papers and you will say "finally" when the exams ended.But after that you will be worrying of something else which is the results.So,many people among my friends they don't really like exam but not for me.I enjoy having exams.My friends rather have tonnes and tonnes of homework rather that having an exam.I can't really understand why.I prefer having exams than having millions of work to be done in a short period of time though.So,I guess today I'm really going to talk all bout exams.I think it's quite a boring kind of topic right?Hahaha.I don't want to make you'll got all bored up so let my write about what happened yesterday.I've always been the kind that is always really very patient.So I don't get mad easily in school or even elsewhere.But yesterday I salute one of my friend lets just call her,T because she made me mad till the top.I was furious yesterday.I've never been this mad since...since...since ages ago.I can't understand why is she always like that.I tried to understand her problems but she can't really get the hang that she is a bit weaker than I do.I have already be very I mean "look down" a bit with myself so that I hope that it won't hurt her that much.I tried to talk to her every time she is lonely but each time I talked to her I will always get so called "whack on the face".She didn't hit me but the word she use to hurt me is really even worst than having a slap on the face.So,I really hope that she and me could get along well soon.Time will tell.I find many many different reasons for her to cover all the things she said.But none of it works.Last time I really wanted her to be my best friend as I want everyone to be my best friend.But now I can't really find out why.I don't want her to be my best friend.I have other better friends which is a million times better than she do.Each time she finds me there is always a reason.There is not even once she just find me to talk or chat with me.She finds me for stuff,argue,fight and all sorts.But each time I always be patient.She scolds me,she bullies me,she give me an earful of her boyfriends,all I did was just listen and I didn't even said a single word.Do you'll think what I did was right?Or do you'll think that I shouldn't be patient with her anymore and don't even care of her?Again time will tell.If she accepts me as her friend,I will too.If she don't,I won't force her.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

So Called Sad Day

2008-10-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

Thirteenth Time Blogging,
The weather seems really good today.Say Ok by Vanessa Hudgens is playing through the speakers of my laptop.But normally I enjoy every single second of every single minute of every single hour of every day.But today I seems like it's the other way round.I don't enjoy my life today because it's too boring today.Today is not like yesterday that I had fun in my teacher's house to celebrate raya with her and her family.I really wonder why am I feeling so down today.But never mind it's ok.I will smack myself out of the feeling soon.Hahaha.Earlier today I tried to make myself happy by watching Happy Tree Friend that is very funny but it didn't work.I also tried by watching a really funny movie which is Get Smart.I used to laugh at this movie all the time although I had watched it a million times before.The movie didn't work either.So I got online to chat with my friends hoping that they could say some funny jokes to make me forget bout the feeling but the people who onlined in MSN today wasn't the people who can make me laugh.So I decided to online in Yahoo Messenger.Unfortunately there was only 3 person online in Yahoo Messenger today.My big brother,Khairie was not online today.I expected him because he always talk stuff that will easily make me laugh.Hahaha.But luckily one of my other friend in Yahoo Messenger,Aizat was online.I enjoy chatting with him.But he was quite busy so he will reply me quite late.But it's ok at least there is another person that made me laugh today.Hahaha.I think if it's not for him I think I won't get out of the feeling so fast.He talks stuff that are also funny like what my big brother usually talk of.So I guess I'm felling really very better already.I hope this feeling won't ever come back and I don't want this feeling to continue in my life anymore but what can I do if it really comes back.I guess I must really learn to make myself happy again next time by not expecting other people to cheer me up for me.Because if other people knows that I'm not happy they will also not happy so I don't want other people to be sad because of me.I like other people to be happy.Although I'm sad I won't tell other people that I'm so that I won't spoil their moods too.Hahaha.Many people came to me when they are feeling sad but they didn't know that I'm sad too at the same time.I cheer them up but I didn't expect them to cheer me up in return.Because I'm afraid that if i tell them that I'm sad too their mood will be spoiled again.Hahaha.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

My New But Old Friend

2008-09-10T03:04:00.000-07:00

Twelfth Time Blogging,
Today the weather seems quite beautiful although actually it's not really beautiful honestly.But I can't seem to know why I think it's beautiful maybe is because of 'that person'.Hahaha.My hi-fi now if playing Too Little Too Late by Jojo.Kind of nice.I don't know why I'm feeling that each and everything today is very beautiful.I must be going crazy.Hahaha.So as I was here today to blog about my life as usual.But there is nothing special happen today so let me tell you a really funny thing that happened yesterday.It made me laugh so long that I tried to control it but I can't.When I thought of it I will laugh.But at least now I'm getting over it.You know what happened?All of you had heard of Tihn Chern right?Since I used to talk of him in my blog.He asked for my link to my blog yesterday.So I gave it to him.So he must had read my blog and think too much.He thought that I liked him.I was shocked of his act.I've never even imagine of being couples with him.Just imagine it.Tihn Chern and me?NO!!Best friend we may be but not ever we will be those couples.Yerr..So that is what happened yesterday.Is this hilarious?Maybe not to you but it is to me.He knows that I have a crush on another guy but he too wants to ask me that question.I know why.I don't blame him.As he don't know how deep is my crush on that guy.Fine.I'm not going to write that guys name here because I'm afraid he will find out and it will be kind of hard for him to accept it if he don't even have any feelings for me.But anyway I'm having a happy time messaging with him.Hahaha.But today the main thing that I wanted to talk bout is not the above.It is about my new but is also old friend,Lee Zhi Hui.So,this is how it goes.So,I was quite bored these days that I messaged this guy.He is one of my friend in tuition last year.He is a really funny,good-looking,genius,and much more kind of guy.I never in my entire life would had thought that I would have the guts to message him.He too was surprised that I messaged him.Hahaha.We just had times messaging each other for about 2 to 3 days only so there is not much I can talk bout this time.But I'm really sure you will be reading more about this guy in my blog in future.Hahaha.So,I guess that's the only things happen today.Nothing special.Hahaha.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Today Or The Previous Day

2008-08-22T23:00:00.000-07:00

Eleventh Time Blogging,
Today it seems so sunny.I guess it won't rain in the evening.Earlier today I chat with my friend Kit Wai through Windows Live Messenger.He introduced a Korean song to me which is the one I'm listening to now.It's called In My Bed by Rain.Although I don't really like Rain so much but I really like this song.I've been listening to this song for almost 5 times repeatedly.Hahaha.Addicted.So today there's nothing special happening to me.So I guess it is another normal day for me.Hey,it's been so long Ivan never message me.I wonder is he ok.I guess he must be busy with his University stuff.Anyway he though will message me when he is free.Hahaha.But these days I've been accompanied my Kit Wai as he always online and chat with me.He told me lots and lots of different stuff and I was like "Oh..ok.." like that.But honestly I don't really understands.Hahaha.But anyway I tried my best to understand it and answer him back.Funny.So as today has nothing special happen,why not I talk about yesterday.Ermm.Yesterday I went for tuition,I found out that Izzat the boy sitting behind me is actually a Surgeon.I was speechless.Hahaha.Surgeon Izzat.Nice.

But there's nothing special happen in tuition yesterday is just lack of people.Not many came yesterday.Bored.Yup I did something so pass my time today.I watch a movie called The Happening.But I was too into watching the movie I didn't realize that Kit Wai,and Khai Wern had a conversation with me.I really don't mean to don't reply them is just I didn't realize it.If you'll are reading this I apologize.I really didn't mean to not reply you'll.So sorry.And as usual Khai Wern and I chit chatted today.And as usual she like to link me with Tihn Chern I don't really know why.I kept telling her that there is no connection between me and Tihn Chern but she says who knows,maybe in future.I really liked to faint already.But never mind,as she like to say it I can't stop her right?Hahaha.So,I guess that's the only things happen today.Nothing special.Hahaha.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

No Tears But Fill With Disappointment

2008-08-21T20:39:00.000-07:00

Tenth Time Blogging,
Today it seems so cooling in the morning but I can't seem to sleep long.I woke up early.So,I ate my breakfast and then felt bored so I sat near my study table and think what happened yesterday.I thanked and I laughed because I remembered what happened yesterday in tuition.And I remembered that my friend is going to a trip to Cameron Highlands today.I wish them having a safe journey there and back too.Have fun.Love me for a reason by boyzone is so beautiful.So I was bored of sitting there all alone so I went into my room and I just laid on my bed.And at that time memories of the past kept swishing into my mind like a big wave.Let me tell you what I thought during that time.I thought of one of my friend.Lets just assume her as Y.I trusted Y for every single word Y said as Y is my best friend.But sad to say,now I only trust 50% of everything Y says because I no longer trust Y anymore.I always treated Y as my best best friend but it's no longer worth it as Y have new best friends now and no longer needs me.I regretted trusting a person that tells nothing else but lies.Once Y told me that she went out with her friends Jerry and Nick.But soon later I found out that Y was lying to me.Y went out with another friend named Chun Xing if I'm not mistaken.I think and think for many reasons why she want to lie to me but I can't even think of one.I don't know Y's friends and I don't want to know them.Why would she want to lie to me?I don't understand that.When I found out this,I gave Y a chance to confess and tell me the truth but you know what?She didn't and continued with her lies.I trusted Y from the very beginning of our friendship but this is what Y repays me with?LIES?I can't accept it.If really Y you are reading this I don't mean to fight or anything or as you always thought I'm not too.This is my blog and I'm expressing my feelings for you.I love you Y but I want to ask you a question.Do you love me in return?I love you for being my best friend once and I really thank you for treating me as your best friend.

But I think it has all ended.I wish you friends for life for you and your new best friends.I too found Ice as you all know who is she.I shared my feelings with her and with her I too have a lot and joy and happiness as we do have last time.Hahaha.I really thought that I will cry when I write this but you know what not a single tear drop fell.It is only my heart cried because of disappointment.But anyway I feel much better now as I said it all out.What a relief.I wouldn't believe that I will say this because I thought of keeping this for the rest of my life.But I can't.It is so hard for me.And now I feel so much better and I can now move my shoulders as my burden is no longer with me now.Hahaha.I really thank you Y for being my friend although we don't manage ourself to be best friends like last time but I'm still happy.One thing,don't misunderstood of Ice.She has nothing to do with this.Ok?Thanks.

So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Debate Rocks and Mumbling Sucks

2008-08-21T03:49:00.001-07:00

Ninth Time Blogging,
Today its raining heavily.I think the internet connection would be really bad later.
I'm not listening to any songs now because I'm not in a mood of listening to songs.I'm so bored today.I went tuition earlier.Guess what happen?Today is Thursday.Yeah you guessed it.My friend got scolded from the English teacher again.This time is about the dairy thing that I don't really understand what is it about as I was not paying attention to what were their conversation about as I'm busy with my own conversation.Hahaha.Yeah yeah.I know what are you'll thinking.I'm very naughty because keep chit chatting in tuition but one thing I think you'll had guessed wrong is I was chit chatting because I had finished the homework earlier then other people.Hahaha.So today I was talking with my friends about the debate I saw yesterday on tv which was between YM Lim Guan Eng and Tan Sri Koh Su Kun.The debate was so interesting.

So I story lined the debate to my friend.Then the guy Izzat sitting behind of me as usual he will disturb me.So as I was telling the interesting story the teacher scolded Izzat and his friends because they were still in the first question.One thing that I'm not happy about today was the teacher blamed me for telling stories that made them not finishing their work.But I don't blame them as they are really nice to me.Makes jokes that made me laugh.Hahaha.So,I was trying to explain to her that I was just talking to my friends and they are the ones who listened.So she gave me an earful of reasons.So I was like whatever.Now,I mean today I finally know how Tihn Chern felt for the last months.So I just left the teacher mumble by herself.Then she finally finished.So when she finished her mumbling,I continued with my debating.

You all must be thinking that why am I so stubborn.But the case is I'm not wrong,I finished my work and that's it.I think my face is like as unlikeable as Tihn Chern'.Hahaha.If Tihn Chern you are reading this I apologize.As you said the other day,you are proud of having an unlikeable face.Hahaha.Anyway the debate yesterday was awesome.It was totally wicked.It was like him talking this and then it was like another him talking about it another way round.It was as if they are fighting with words.But really magnificent words.They are not arguing or anything it was just so professional.I really adore them very much.Hahaha. So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Crap Of The Day

2008-08-20T00:47:00.000-07:00

Eight Time Blogging,
Today it seems so cloudy but warm.When I Grow Up by Pussycat Dolls is playing through my hi-fi.I'm a bit moody today.I think it is because of the lack of sleep.I slept at about late 11 yesterday but I woke up at 3 in the morning just now.I don't know exactly why am I so stupid to wake up so darn early.Hahaha.But oh well..So today I ate my breakfast at about 9 in the morning.The noodle was fine but it must be my mood that made me quite difficult to eat it but anyway I finished it at the end.So today my parents and my eldest sister is not at home.The three of them went to Malacca because my sister needs to go to the University there for an interview.I wonder what if my sister got to enter that University.Would I need to go there too?I don't want to go there.I always wanted to further my studies in a University that I always wanted.Which is in Australia.I love the life in Australia.I still can remember the days in Australia when I went there when I was 9.Although I was small during that time but the memories of the beautiful Australia still sticks in my mind like it has been glued there.Enough of future,lets talk of what happen after my breakfast.So after my breakfast I went upstairs to my bedroom and as usual online.Hahaha.So my friend Kit Wai was online.So we chat and chat and I later found out that he is not feeling well.So I felt sad for him as he was sick.So I asked him to stay in bed and get well soon but one really funny thing is he liked it.He like to be sick.I felt weird.Why would someone longs to be sick?Hahaha.So I was curious about his act so I asked him.Do anyone of you know what he answered?He said he liked to be sick because he hadn't been sick for a long time so he wants to be sick.Funny right?

That's my friend.He is very nice to me though but my friend said to me that he is bad.I wanted to believe my friend and tried to find out is he really bad.I just found out that he is very nice to me.He jokes and one thing is he is blur.That's the thing I liked about him.He is really very nice to me.Other people may not see it but I can.I can't really see what is the bad thing on him like what my friend said.Maybe different people have different sight of seeing someone.And mine is different.Soon later after that,we chat about 20 minutes he said he wanted to rest so we said bye bye to each other.Then,I spent my time replying my messages,testimonials,e-mails and stuff.Time passed by so quickly that it had been 12 noon.So,later I went out with my aunt to buy KFC so called Kitchen Fresh Chicken.But I liked the name of it last time which is Kentucky Fried Chicken.

But I can't do anything if they want to change it.So I ate a twister.I was so full after that.I was so bored later after that so I watched The Phantom Of The Opera so time could pass by faster.The Phantom Of The Opera is one of my favorite movie.

After that here I am blogging and I think it is also called crapping about my today's life.Hahaha.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Heart Full of Satisfaction

2008-08-19T02:35:00.000-07:00

Seventh Time Blogging,
Today the weather is so hot as if I'm in a barbecue stove.I'm sweating so much earlier.Everytime by Britney Spears is the best but I don't think it suits my mood and the weather now very much.I think I'm going to switch the song.Yeah!I think this is better.Don't Cha by Pussycat Dolls.I sure can remember every single word in this song.Because when I sing it,it makes me remember 2 years ago when I performed a dance for the Guides party.I think I totally sucked that day as I dance like as if a 3 months old baby trying to walk.But at least I had fun that day.Anyway today I woke up late but actually I wouldn't had woke up if it wasn't my mom.She came in and said "Ivory,wake up and eat your breakfast.It's already 11 o'clock!"I was like "WHAT??"11 o'clock.Hahaha.Today was the day I slept the latest for this whole year round.So I woke up and brushed my teeth and I went down for my breakfast.I mean lunch as it was 11 o'clock.Hahaha.I can't finish the noodle as I don't like it.I ate about a quarter of it.Today my family and I went to a place where they sell fishes and tortoises and crabs and all those other stuff called the "San Sui".If I translate it to English it is called the Mountain Water.The fishes there was as many as mushrooms grow after a heavy rain.So, I tried to catch a really really fat looking fish.I swam for it's life but I managed to catch it.I felt pity for it so I put it back into the water.

I saw a huge black ugly looking fish and a big long fish too.They are both for sale.Hahaha.

Later after that we went to Moven Peak for lunch.I ordered New Zealand Sirlion Steak.Yum Yum.It was so delicious.I enjoy each and every bite of the steak and feel the taste running through my throat.I spend so long on that steak.Hahaha.After about 35 minutes,I finally finish the whole dish.The dish gave me a great satisfaction.Soon later after that,we went home.I guess after I reached home I straight away by not taking any notice of other stuff going on and turned on my laptop.I went online and now here blogging.I guess I was too excited to go online to chat with my friends.Hahaha.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

My Friend In Tuition

2008-08-18T03:51:00.000-07:00

Sixth Time Blogging,
Today the weather seems so cold.I'm shivering under my blanket while blogging here with my laptop on my lap.I Surrender by Celine Dion is the best song for now that suits my mood now.I blog twice a week last week and now I'm blogging this twice a day.Am I to over the limit this time?Hahaha.Today I was so embarrassed during the time in tuition.Me and my friend was so into talking about this another feller in tuition that we thought that feller was absent.So we were talking and talking and insulting him.Later we found out that he was present and we blushed like hell.Our faces were totally red like a great big tomato.Now at this time I really hope that he didn't hear what we said.I apologize if you who are reading this is him.I really apologize for what I've said.But honestly we didn't say anything bad about him is just we talked about him that's all.We said that he dressed well during the night of play.With black suit with a green tie if I'm not mistaken.The clothing really suits him well that's all.

I guess it's not an insult right?But can he take it as a compliment?I really wonder when will he find out my blog and reads about this.Hahaha.Today in tuition he did something really so called "unusual" for I must say.I think he was cold at that time but it isn't necessary for him to do that in front of other people.It's not disgraceful or anything is just funny.I can't stand laughing at what he did.I really wonder what is he like at home as in tuition he is like that.Oh,no!The coming tuition is on Thursday.Thursday is his worst nightmare,the English teacher.The English teacher keeps scolding him no matter what he's doing as if he had done something really bad to her in the last century that in this century she wants to have her revenge.The English teacher will shout "Tihn Chern,do your work! Tihn Chern,don't you have any eraser? Tihn Chern this, Tihn Chern that!"Sometimes I really felt pity for him.As I know he did not do anything bad on that day.It's just him sometimes didn't finish the homework she gave.But..Oh well..That is that.Hahaha.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Be Proud Of Him As Who He Are

2008-08-17T22:43:00.000-07:00

Fifth Time Blogging,
Today the weather was like what I always wanted it to be.Finally it is raining.You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban is just nice for my mood now with the dripping sound of rain that splashes through my ears.Hahaha.Maybe it is just me who always like to be ahead of time.Likes to think what really would happen in future.The previous time I blogged and said that I was really sad because I made one of my friend mad at me but soon I found out that it was just a joke he play just to tease me.I was kind of pissed off at first and later I realize that it's kind of fun having him as a friend that make my phrase more sure to be known as"If you had never bee into any sadness,you will never know what is happiness".Thanks a lot,Ivan for teasing me.I am so tired today,I woke up at 8 in the morning.I had to go to school to fix that ugly looking rangers' board that I'm dying to finish by the end of next week.I slept so late yesterday stayed up watching the badminton tournament of Lin Dan from China with Lee Chong Wei from Malaysia battling against each other to get the gold medal.I forced myself to wake up this morning it's as hard as I was forced to wake up in prefect camp last time.I slept 3 a.m during that camp and forced to wake up at 4.45 a.m.I'll never forget how terrible the camp was.Speaking of badminton,did you'll watch it?If it's a no let me tell you how was it.Lee Chong Wei was so called terrible yesterday as Lin Dan never gave any chance for him to fight back.It was as if Lin Dan wanted to eat up Lee Chong Wei.I wonder did Lin Dan had any dinner yesterday before the match.Lee Chong Wei took all his effort to defend himself over the game which everyone who watch that show would say that it was controlled my Lin Dan.

Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan shake hands and gave each other a hug after the game.

Many people was really very disappointed with Lee Chong Wei for losing yesterdays match.The question I'm about to ask is "Why?".Why are we disappointed with Lee Chong Wei?We should not be disappointed with him.In a matter of fact we should be proud of him to bring Malaysia back a medal.
Others who joined the Olympics are sad to say brought us nothing not even a piece of dust I'm sorry to say.So,I would like to say that although I love Lin Dan and other China badminton players so much,I too like Lee Chong Wei who brought the Malaysia flag held up among the people yesterday.So,Lee Chong Wei,I salute you a lot.

Put more effort in your training and kick Lin Dan's butt in the next Olympics.Hahaha.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Sometimes Happiness May Change To Sadness

2008-08-16T20:42:00.000-07:00

Today's weather suits the song I'm hearing now very much.I'm Yours by Jason Mraz really is a great match with a calm weather which is a nice time to blog.This is my forth time blogging.I'm really confused right now.This started from this morning.I woke up today feeling very happy as usual.But when I open up my friendster and saw the testimonial he sent me.He wrote"I'm angry with you,you know?".Just now I kept thinking what did I do wrong which made my friend got angry with me.I think and think for all most half an hour but there was still no light on my light bulb in my head.After that word I was totally out and I was speechless.What did I do?What's wrong?Is it me who did something that hurt him that I didn't realize?This questions kept circling in my mind.I waited from 10 in the morning for him to get online to answer all the questions but there was still no sign of him on my yahoo messenger box till now.Now at this time,I couldn't sign in to my yahoo messenger.I got upset.Is he on lining now?This is the question I kept asking myself.What if I got online later and I missed him?What if I online and he off lined at the same time?Questions by questions I kept asking myself.But one thing I'm very disappointed was there was no one to answer my questions for me.Only he got the answers to all my questions.How would I hope with the bottom of my heart for it was just a misunderstand.I kept pressing the sing in button.But the word "try again later" keeps appearing.Haih.I'm so frustrated right now.I seldom make people angry for I don't know the reason for it.Yeah!I finally signed in to my yahoo messenger.But it was a disappointment.He was not online.Anyway I think by the end of today I will find out the reason of his anger.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Unexpected Blogging

2008-08-15T19:16:00.000-07:00

Today the weather very lovely and beautiful like the look on a brides face when she walking down the isle.This is my third time blogging here.I don't know how to sing this song playing now but I tried my best to follow it but it just can't work.Anyone can teach me this song?Hahaha.This song is Simple Mistake.Yesterday I was very very very happy.I had a great time in once in a year chance to go.I went to a musical concert yesterday.All the songs played by them was so so beautiful.All the musicians are so pretty and cute and really really very talented.I can't get this violinist out of my mind.He is so cute and the most talented violinist in the show.His name is David Leung.To everyone reading this who really loves music I really recommend you'll to watch it next year.I'm going to watch it next year no matter what is trying to stop me.

Another thing that I'm really happy for yesterday was it was my first time going out with my really good friend.She is the best.She helps me no matter what.But I felt useless because she had family problem but I can't help her at all.She once cried but she hold it in.I really wanted to convince her but I had no guts to do it.I'm so useless.Now,for 3 months I didn't cry for any reason but today I'm writing this but I can't believe that tears fell from the corner of my eyes and rolled down my cheek.

I know she is very sad and trying very hard to struggle over this problem.Everytime I saw her in school,she is always happy so with her everyday in school with me ,I'm always so happy.But that day she was very angry in tuition that she banged the table.I was really very scared at that time but I didn't show it.To express my feeling now I can say that she is my most best friend in the world that no one,I meant no one can ever replace her.Before I wrote this I thought that I'm going to talk all about yesterday's concert but I didn't expect to write about her.So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Nearly There

2008-08-12T00:28:00.000-07:00

Second Time Blogging,
Today the sun too raised up high and there is still no rain as I hoped.Better in time song is now playing on my hi-fi.The lyrics of this song is humming in my ears.I'm singing along with it.It felt good and relaxing.I went for school today as usual.There is nothing special happen today.I felling quite happy today because earlier before this I had my accounts class.I manage to get a balanced answer.Usually people would say that what is it so happy about it.But they don't know it if they are not taking accounts.It's kind of difficult to get a balanced answer.So for me today is a happy thing that I would like to express.But there is one thing I not so happy about today because I so disappointed with myself in doing very very bad in my physic examination.But I already have thought that I wouldn't do good in this exam.Anyway it is okay for me as this is only a monthly exam.I think I'm going to be in a short scatch if I'm not mistaken about it on Friday as my school is celebrating the Independence Day on Friday.At this time I really am blur with what exactly am I to do during the scatch.No one told me anything although I'm the vice president of the drama club.My felling now about this case is like I don't really exist to them.They do what they want to and only will inform me about it.I felt so useless.Sorry about that I don't feel useless I feel as if I'm getting free marks for my curriculum activity.Why am I not happy with that?I think it is because the so called treasurer and her friend likes to act as if they own the club.But I don't quite care.I just want to shout out this thing.I felt a lot better now.Besides,tomorrow I'm going to sit for my last monthly exam after that I'll have more time to watch the olympics.Yeah!So I think that's all for this time.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.

Happier Day, Happier Lifetime

2008-08-09T19:32:00.000-07:00

First Time Blogging,
Today the sun raised up high,with a huge smile on Her huge face.How would I wish that the sky would cry.I like it when it rained while I lay on the bed listen while it rained outside.I'm kind of nervous now on what I am going to write.Honestly,now my mind is totally blank.I really thought of blogging another day but I'm so free now so what am I to do at this free-for-me time.Hahaha.I'm listening to Mariah Carey's song ,Bye Bye now while I'm crapping on this blog.Today I'm kind of happy because...Actually I don't know why am I happy.Hahaha.But I think that it is not a sin being happy for no reason.But other people might think that there is something wrong with this girl but I don't really care of what other people think of me but most importantly is what I think of myself.Do any of you'll reading this thinks that I'm crazy?Hahaha

.I'm not really that free actually but I'm using this period of time to express myself.Honestly I'm having a monthly examination tomorrow but I am not studying.I'm kind of afraid that I would not do well this time because I didn't even touched the history book and I'm going to sit for the exam tomorrow.I don't know if I would disappoint my teacher this time as I know my mum and my dad won't be disappointed because they do know that I'm terrible in history.But I'm sure I'll do my best so that I won't let that disappointment take place.Tomorrow and the day after and the day after that I'm going to sit for various exams.

So I think I will not be able to blog for another few days but I'm sure to blog as soon as I finish my exams.Meet me again or be sure to view my blog next time or soon later after that to be more updated with me.Hahaha.Love you all and I would like to thank you all for spending some time reading this.Chal.